langst one shots

Not anymore

"I dont love you like I did yesterday... I am sorry Lance. It's just this stupid war and my feelings. We... I cant do this anymore." Keith looked at the floor.

"Its okay, I understand." I got up and walked to my room. I stood there and stared at all the things Keith gave me.

First thing I did was rip the Xbox out of the wall. I took it and set it in front of Pidges room, she would like a new toy to play with.

I took his hoodies from my closet and folded them neatly. I glanced at the photos framed on my dresser. I looked down grimacing and I took them and placed them on the hoodies.

Underneath the bed had empty boxes so I took a medium sized one and put his belongings in there. My favorite cologne was sprayed onto the box too to add the last touch.

I carried the box to his room. My heart raced. Then I remembered I was dating him anymore.

Oh, right.

~~~next day

"Thanks for the consol man. I thought you loved Xbox though," Pidge said to me.

"Not anymore. That's a thing of the past." I looked away and waved her off. She didn't question any further.

I gave away my belongings. First the Xbox, then my favorite book, soon my room became barren. It was just me and my bed.

I stare at the walls for hours. I just wait for the next command. I train at night so no one else is there. My head moves slightly to see the clock, 1:00 in the morning.

I decided now would be a good time to train. I got my suit on with my bayard then I headed to the training room.

"Level 25..." I mumbled.

~~~after he is done

It is around 5 in the morning I just got done with my training. My breathing was unsteady and very fast. The ground swayed under me and my eyes blurred.

I sat down for a moment letting myself catch my breath Some one pulled the helmet off my head. I layed the right of my body while still gasping for air.

"Lance!" Their voice barely cam through my ears. It was muffled and smudged.

"Im... okay" I answered. Well maybe I'm not, because I dont remember anything else of that.

~~~~

Voices in the room woke me up, I fell out of the healing pod into someone's arms. I slowly looked up, all groggy, to the person.

"Are you okay, Lance?" It was Keith asking, the ones who's arms I'm in.

"Yes..." I mumbled playing myself up.

"Stop lying." He barked.

"I'm okay..."

His lip trembled and tears slowly gathered in his eyes. "You aren't okay Lance. I'm sorry I'm so so sorry that you aren't okay."

"I was okay.... not anymore. I'm broken Keith. I just dont know anything anymore. I dont feel right ever."

"Lance I'm sorry I did this to you..."

"You didnt do anything." I stared of in the distance standing motionless. He slowly blinked.

"Lance ple-"

"I...have to go know." I walked out of the healing room. I shoved a little smile on to my face. I swung my arms a bit and bounced my steps.

I'm great. I'm okay. Look everyone! Your good ol Lance is fantastic!!!