langst one shots

Worthy

"What do I have to do?!" I slammed my bayard on the ground after I hit the last robot during training, "What do I do to have to prove to you guys I am good enough?"

"Lance you messed up that last shot." Shiro said distastefully.

"It still ended didn't it? Why don't when we talk about how you told me no to shot it? I had to other wise Pidge would have gotten hurt Shiro." I spit out his name like it was poison.

"I'm sorry I am helping the team Shiro." I continued ranting. The rest of the team stood there awkwardly as me and Shiro had one of our usual brawls.

"I did it right. I work just as hard as every one else here! Look at the training records! I trained for 5 hours yesterday. I got up to level 33. Oh and while I was looking I also looked at yours Shiro. Would you like me to tell everyone your stats?"

His eyes widened greatly, "You wouldn't."

"Takashi Shirogane, Male 29. Training hours per week? 4 all together. Level? 20," I smirked evily.

"That's it!" He walked closer winding up his fist.

I heard multiple stops from the paladins that surrounded us but I didn't listen. I didn't care. I swung back my arm and hit him dead center in the face. He got knocked out cold.

There was a stinging pain surrounding my knuckles. All I did was laugh sadistically and walk away.

"Weak." I said before I closed the door behind my self. I got to my room and locked the door. I fell to my knees crying.

Why? Why am I like this?

I took off the layers of armor to reveal wounds from training. I cried as I examined them.

I'm such a cry baby.

I got dressed into my normal clothes and sat down at my desk. I felt bad for what happened earlier but I shouldn't have to prove myself anymore.

It's stupid I have to be the best but treated like the worst. I wrote an apology note to Shiro. My hands were shaking so I did not have the best penmanship.

Dear Shiro,

I acted like a fool and very childishly. It was not my intention to cause any damage to you. I am truly sorry for what I did. This note does not at all justify the horrific acts I committed today. I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me.

-Lance-

I sealed the note and I walked out of my room. I limped because of the unbearably hard training earlier. My hand still hurt from punching Shiro so hard.

I walked to Shiros room and held the note close. He opened the door. At first sight of me he punched me and my lip started bleeding.

"Understandable," I laughed, "however, dear Shiro, I have come here to help this predicament."

I handed him the note and he read it out loud. "You are right Lance. This does not justify what you did. Thank you for the note but I'm going to have to relieve you from your duty."

"B-but Shiro! You saw the stats I am a great asset!"

"Go home Lance."

"Shir-"

"Go home. That is an order by your commanding officer."

I walked to my room. I am worthy I am so fucking worthy of being a stupid paladin. I am better than all of them.

I took all my, very few, belongings and shoved it into a black backpack. I mumbled things like 'this is stupid' and so on.

I threw down the back pack in rage and all the contents spilled out of it. I stormed out making sure to grab my bayard. I knocked on Shiros door. As soon as he opened it I sliced his head off clean.

I smiled sadistically and laughed, "Weak."

Blood poured out of him and I stood there watching. I went back to my room and shoved the clothes on the floor into my bag. I ran to the escape pods.

The more I ran the more my lungs burned. I paused for a second but then I heard a scream.

Why stop at him? Kill everyone.

I climbed into an air vent where I was immediately met by Coran. I shot him in the chest and blood splattered everywhere.

I was already practically soaked in blood and I only killed two of them. I continued climbing looking into each room to see if anyone was there.

I reached the kitchen and saw Hunk making a new recipe. I jumped down from the vent and shot him. He looked at me with widened eyes.

"I'm sorry." Then I shot him in the head. His blood poured out onto the floor getting on my sneakers.

Pidge ran in to see the commotion and saw the mess. She screamed and tried to run. The blood she stepped on caused her to trip. I turned my bayard into a knife and I sliced her stomach open leaving her to die.

"Hey Lance!" Allura screamed she fired a gun and shot me in my side.

"Damn. I really thought I could kill everyone. I guess...." I spit out blood, "I am not worthy."

My vision went blurry and soon enough I blacked out.