langst one shots

Extravagant

Breathe in and out it's not real.

I run around franticly trying to find someone. Any one. Anything. That's the thing. I'm standing in a endless black pit that seems to go on forever.

I stand there my fists clenched at my side tears flowing down my face. I try to listen for anything at all. At the sound of utter silence I get angry.

They would help me. Of course they would.

I move from the spot i was in and walk for a few minutes. Nothing but black all around. More tears escape from my eyes.

Fuck fuck fuck.

That's when I heard the slightest noise. It was the tiniest of taps. I turn to look what's behind me when I heard a voice.

"Ugh you are so ugly why can't you just leave I dont want to see the monstrosity on your face." My mother spoke. Her figure popped up then faded away once she stopped speaking. Then another person faded up.

"Lance stop messing around! We can replace you easily if we have to." Imagine that having your hero speak to you like that. The person you admire most. He went away as quick as he appeared.

Make then stop it! I can't take this it's not fair! I dont want this!

Bad memories kept coming the intervals becoming shorter. Soon some where playing all at once.

I fell to the ground my knees hitting it hard. Tears rapidly going down my face. My hands covering my ears to make them stop. To make the voices stop. My throat raw and hoarse from all the screaming. My lungs felt like they were on fire and my legs worn down from running.

That's when I felt the feeling of being shaked. I look all around me and there's nothing. Soon I heard yelling along with it.

Where is that coming from?

I woke up to Keith shaking me and yelling my name. Soon as I woke up I asked what happened.

"You were screaming in your sleep and thrashing around It took me almost 30 minutes to wake you. You had me really scared. Y-you were crying too. Real hard." A concerned look was on his face, his eyebrows scrunched up and his lips in a frown.

"Yea I'm like extravagant. It was just a dream. Nothing real I just gotta breathe in and out. I'll be good." I threw on a fake smile and let out a little sigh.