Finding You

Gorgeous

Rolling over, I think about last night. I was ready to pounce. I wanted him so bad. I couldn't hide the disappointment when he said he had to go but he'd see me tomorrow. I was all riled up. I guess too much so.

"What will I ever do Maya? I keep making all the wrong moves here." I scratch her head softly and even she sighs. "Thanks." I frown and move my hand back to my stomach.

Reaching for my phone, I half smile at a text from Brad.

I can't stop thinking about you

I take a deep breath and type out a message.

What about me?

I delete the message and stare at my phone. I retype it and send it quickly and without thinking.

Right now? The way you looked in that dress last night.

I smile fully and even blush a little. I can't help but let my mind wonder to what he's doing. The bad part of me says he's doing a lot more with his hands than texting me. The normal part says he's just being nice.

I can throw it back on for you if you want.

I bite my lip and send it, closing the keyboard to wait for his response. When a few minutes pass, I lock my phone and set it back on the bedside table. I slide my watch on and sit up to stretch.

Grabbing my phone again, I call Jordan to see how things are going with the files.

"Hello?" She answers groggy and I smile.

"Sorry for waking you."

"I've been up for hours." She yawns and I can't hear her rolling in bed.

"I was just calling too see how you were doing on the files. Just call me back later, okay?" I ask her softly.

"Mmhmm." I end the call and stand. I walk to the kitchen and grab the other half to a bagel and pop it into the toaster. So much to do today, so little time.

I grab the bagel and put it on the counter. Grabbing the cream cheese, I spread a layer over it. I take a bite and there's a knock on the door. Looking through the peephole, I see Brad. I take a deep breath. I haven't showered or brushed my teeth yet. I can't see him. I open the door slowly and he looks me up and down.

"I had to save the game." He says and I smile, which turns into a laugh.

"What're you doing here?" I ask amused. He smiles awkwardly and scratches his head.

"I was trying to film and I kept thinking about you. I would close my eyes and think of last night and then have to pause to calm myself down." I lick my lips slowly and he watches my every move.

"What do you want then?" I ask softly and he takes a deep breath.

"I want you." He breathes out. I hold my hand to him and he takes it, pulling himself in. He shuts the door and locks it behind him. I pull him to the couch and sit my bagel on the coffee table.

I climb into his lap and our lips meet. I let him take the lead as I move my body against his. He grips my waist and holds me from moving. He's pressed against me in the best way possible and I know I could get off just by grinding against him.

-after some totally PG-13 fun (note the sarcasm)

"This bagel is so good." He whispers and I laugh. I open my eyes and lean up to see him eating my bagel.

"Give me a bite." He holds it out to me and I take a large bite.

"That is a really good bagel." I laugh and wipe my mouth. He smiles and wraps an arm around me as I find my way back to his side.

"I'm sorry I wasn't patient. You know, that I didn't take it slow." He apologizes and I snake an arm across him.

"It was perfect. I haven't had anything that good in years." I blush and he holds me tighter.

"It was probably the best I've had. I don't think I've ever finished that hard before." He says and I smile. I love that I can do that to him. I love that I'm the only one to do that.

"What were you going to do today?" I ask softly.

"Film and edit for a bit I think. You're still coming over for dinner, right?" He asks and I nod.

"I wouldn't miss it. I've just got some work to do before then."

"I know. I know."

"Not trying to kick you out, of course."

"Why don't you come to mine and we'll work together?" He offers and I smile.

"Sounds good. I'll just throw some clothes on." I sit up and he watches me.

"You're so gorgeous." I blush and walk to the bedroom to find Maya locked in. That's why she didn't come out. I don't remember shutting the door behind me when I left though. I'm usually really good about remembering to get her out. I guess Brad threw off the pattern today.

Throwing on leggings and a cardigan, I grab my laptop case and some socks. I grab my converses and sit beside Brad on the couch. He watches me slide on my socks and I blush when I glance over to see his expression. I don't understand how a look can make you feel so damn good. I slide my shoes on and stand.

"Let's go." I hold my hands to him and he smiles and takes them, standing beside me. He kisses me unexpectedly and I sigh. I wrap his arms around me and let go of his hands. I all but fall back apart when he nips my bottom lip.

"Fuck." I groan under my breath as he kisses down my jaw and onto my neck.

"I'm sorry." His lips brush against my skin and I close my eyes. I'm insatiable. Maybe he is too.

"I have to brush my teeth and grab Maya." I whisper and he sucks at the skin where my neck meets my shoulder. I have to hold onto him tightly to keep from falling over.

Satisfied with his work, he pulls away and smiles. I'm not the kind of person who does hickeys but I would let this man mark me anywhere.

"I'll get you back," I kiss his lips softly, "when you least expect it." I twist out of his arms and to the back of the apartment. I brush my teeth hurriedly and call Maya.

I pause at the doorway when I see that she's still in bed. She's never this sound of a sleeper. She's always up with me. I thought maybe Brad had thrown us off but looking at her now, I know that something must be wrong.

"Maya?" I ask timidly. She moves her head from one side to the next and I take a deep breath. I walk to the bed and lay down beside her. I pet her head and she sighs. Maybe she just doesn't feel well.

"Is everything okay?" I hear Brad at the door and I take a deep breath. I don't know what to say. I don't know what's going on.

"I think Maya is sick." I move her to my chest and she groans. I rub her softly and she leans into my touch.

"Let's take her to the vet." Brad steps to the bed and picks her up gently laying her against his chest.

"You can just drop us off." I grab my purse and walk behind him. He walks slow so he doesn't disturb Maya too much.

"I'll have a friend come check on Chuck. I can't leave you alone." I lock the front door and sigh. I repeat to myself that everything is going to be fine.