Finding You

Finale

"What're you thinking about now?" Bradley asks and I look up, realizing I must've been staring off into space again.

"All the bad luck were in for since you seduced me the morning before our wedding." I smile and he rolls his eyes playfully, then grabs my hands and brings them to his mouth.

"I do believe it's you who couldn't wait." He kisses my hands and I grab his face.

"Whatever for you mean?" I ask softly and he smiles.

"You were supposed to be at the fancy hotel Jordan booked for you guys."

"But I missed my bed." I whine playfully.

"I think you missed something else a little more." I pull his face to mine and our lips meet, moving in sync as I'm pulled onto his lap.

"Well, if you wouldn't have sent me all those messages, I wouldn't have missed you so much."

"Thank god I did. I did miss you too much." I close my eyes as he rubs my belly. My favorite part of being pregnant is all the rubs I get. I've been so sick and uncomfortable for months now. So much so that the wedding date didn't even change.

"Orgasms and belly rubs, hm?" I whisper and take a deep breath, slow breath in.

"They'll be here soon, ya know?" I nod and open my eyes.

"I know. I'm glad we'll be married before then."

"I wish I would've asked you years ago."

"No harm, no foul. Can I have water?" I ask softly.

"Of course. I'll grab the strawberries too." He helps me off of his lap and I lay back before turning and getting comfortable.

"I don't deserve you." He frowns.

"I wish I could do more. Make you comfortable again. Make you happier."

"Bradley, I am so happy baby. I would do this all over again and honestly probably will. I can deal with some aches and pains if it means I get to see all your dreams come true, okay?" I ask him and he nods.

"I promise you won't have to lift a finger when they get here."

"Come here." I hold my hand out and he leans onto the bed. "What's wrong?" I ask softly and his lips press together.

"I guess I'm just scared. Scared of losing you or losing them. Scared of you hurting. The day is just approaching fast and I don't feel ready."

"It's okay to be scared. I'm really scared too and anxious and a little freaked out. But you know what grounds me? Knowing that these tiny humans have the best father waiting for them. A kind man whose playful and loving and caring and so full of love for 2 tiny souls he's never met."

"I don't know how you're so amazing. I don't know how I got chosen to be your person. We're gonna be okay, huh?" He asks and I nod.

"We're going to be perfect." I whisper and he smiles.

"Let me go get you snacks and water."

"I love you, Bradley."

"I love you too, Natalie." He stands and walks out of our room.