She Has My Heart Forever

Chapter 10 Hospital

Peeta POV

I carry Katniss through the doors of the hospital, running towards the desk.

"Please...please I need help..." I say. The nurse rushes around, bringing a wheelchair. I set her down and we rush down the hallway but as they go through some big doors I'm held back.

"I'm sorry sir, you can't come in." he says. 

"What?! Why? Thats my wife." I say.

"I know but please. Take a seat and we'll take care of her." he says turning and entering the room. I groan and start to pace back and forth. Whats going on? Is she okay? Is the baby okay? All these questions flow through my mind. Soon I hear loud screaming. Katniss. I cover my eyes and close my eyes, hoping it will end soon. After what seems like hours and hours a doctor walks out with bloody hands.

"What? What is it? Is Katniss okay?" I ask.

"Yes..Mrs. Mellark is just fine. She's sleeping right now." he says.

"And..what about the baby?" I ask. He sighs and looks down. 

"She had a miscarriage." he says. The tears stream and I fall back into my chair. "I'm very, truly sorry."

"Why? How?" I ask.

"We don't know yet." he says. "But you can go to Katniss if you want." I nod and slowly stand up, walking past him and through the door. I walk down the hall till I see a room that says 'Mellark' on the sign. I open the door and see a sleeping Katniss. I walk over to her, pulling the chair to her bed and sitting down. I take her hand, letting my tears flow again and dripping onto the bed.

"I'm so...so sorry Katniss....you don't deserve this." I say. The thought of how she'll react when she finds out tears my heart out.

"Mr. Mellark?" I look up and see a nurse. "Would you like to call anybody? Family maybe?"

"Umm..yes." I say standing up. I follow her to another room.

"Here, this phone won't cost you anything like the one if your room would." she says. "I'm very sorry for your lose."

"Thank you and thank you for the phone." I say. She nods and leaves the room. I dial Katniss's mother first.

"Hello?" she says.

"Hi...its Peeta." I say.

"Peeta! How are you and Katniss?" she asks.

"Not....not so good." I say running my hand through my hair. "You gotta come to...Hospital 12." 

"Why? Is something wrong with the baby?" she asks.

"I'll tell you when your here." I say.

"Okay, I'll be there as soon as I can." she says before hanging up. I dial my mother, my hand shaking like crazy and I miss a few numbers but soon I get it.

"Yes." she answers.

"Hey mom." I say.

"Cupcake? Whats wrong..you sound weird." she says.

"Its the baby...you have to come to the hospital." I say.

"Why? Whats going on?" she says.

"Just please...come to Hospital 12." I say.

"Alright, I'll be there soon." she says. I hang up and walk back to Katniss's room.

"Peeta?" I look and see her awake. "What happened?" I walk over to her and sit down.

"Its the baby....its gone." I say.

"What?! What do you mean its gone?" she asks.

"It died." I say. She looks at me in disbelief. "I'm so sorry."

"Its...dead?" she asks letting the tears flow. I stand up and wrap my arms tightly around her, letting her cry into my shoulder.

"I'm sorry...Katniss." I say. She just cries...and cries until the door opens and my mother along with her rushes in.(I'm naming Katniss's mother Amy and Peeta's Caroline. I don't know if I already gave them names but here they are)

"What happen?" mom asks giving me a hug.

"Katniss...had a miscarriage." I say. Both gasp and Amy rushes to Katniss, pulling her into her arms. 

"Cupcake...I'm so sorry." mom says hugging me again. "What happened?"

"They don't know..they...just told me what I told you." I say. She kisses my cheek and heads over to Katniss.

"I'm so sorry Katniss." she says giving her a hug.

"Thank you for being here." she says before looking to me. She motions me to come over so I do. I lean down, planting a soft kiss on her lips. "I'm sorry Peeta."

"Its alright, everything's alright." I say as the door opens and the doctor walks in.

"Hello, I'm Dr. Stevens. I'm very...really sorry for your loss. May I recommend something?" he says. We nod and I sit down. "I know a very good therapist that could help you both get over your loss. Its always best. I've seen couples that were torn apart by something like this." I look back to Katniss who nods.

"It would be best." I say. He nods and hands me a card.

"This is his number." he says. I nod and look back to Katniss. This is by far...the worse day of my life and there really is nothing that could make it worse.

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Do you guys hate me? I'm sorry. Everything will be fine so no throwing stuff at me yet.

Nikki :)