She Has My Heart Forever

Chapter 31 Facing My Mistake

Peeta POV

I open my eyes, my head throbbing in pain as I sit up to find myself in some kind of..hotel room. Its really dirty, ripped up mattress, missing pieces of wallpaper, everything really messed up. I climb out of bed and leave the room, opening the door and being blinded by the sun. I groan and make my way down the street as flashes of last night go through my mind. I remember...yelling and hitting..somebody..I shake my head and keep going, soon making it to my house. I sigh and open the door but its quiet. 

"Katniss? I call but nothing. I shrug and walk to the kitchen, getting some water and sitting down in the living room. I sit there and it seems so much quieter then normal. "Jace? Kids?" nothing. I sigh and stand up, walking up to the bathroom and turning on the shower. I step under the hot water and wash all the dirt off. I get out and dry off, walking back to my room to find a note on the bed. I pull my some clothes on before taking it.

Peeta, 
I'm sorry but after what happen I can't stay with you. I know we're going through a hard time with Rye and whatnot but I can't do this. I don't want it to happen and your around the kids. I took them and left but I'm not telling you where I'm going. I don't want you looking for me. I need my time from you. Don't try to contact me either. Peeta...its for the best. Until you understand what you did and realize why I left and why you need to work on yourself then your alone. I'm sorry but thats how it is. I love you Peeta, more than anything but we need this space.
                                                                                                                     Your Katniss

I let the note drop to the floor as my breath escapes my lips. Katniss left? Did..I hit her last night? I fall back on the bad, letting tears escape my eyes just as the doorbell rings. I stand up and walk downstairs, opening the door to see Finnick.

"You dumb dickhead!" he says pushing me back as he walks in.

"Finnick I just remembered! I didn't know it was Katniss I hit when I woke up this morning." I say as he sits down.

"Well...your still an asshole! You hit your wife!" he yells.

"I know!" I yell back. "I know and you know I would do anything to go back in time!" 

"How could you even go back to drinking? Whats wrong with you! You have a wife and 4 kids!" he says. "Get off your ass and find a way to get her back!"

"I know but....her note said I shouldn't try to contact her at all right now." I say sitting down. "Finnick...I need help..please." he sighs and looks down.

"Okay..how about you go to your therapist?" he says.

"Haymitch? I could try..I don't know if he does stuff like that." I say.

"Well call him and ask." he says. I nod and take my phone, dialing Haymitch's number. Soon he picks up.

"Peeta?"

"Haymitch! I need help." I say running my hand through my hair.

"Yes, I bet you do. Katniss was here today and talked to me. Come in at 3." he says before hanging up.

"And?" Finnick asks.

"He...Katniss was there and talked to him..." I say. "Hopefully this works.

"Look...Peeta I will help you but what you did. Thats just about unforgivable." he says. I sigh and nod. "Just about. Katniss loves you Peeta."

"I know..and I love her more than anything." I say. "I would never..ever hit her."

"I know you wouldn't. Your the best husband...2nd best husband, aside from me that I know." he says making me smile. "You'll be fine and I'll help you two." I nod and look down. Maybe...hopefully everything will be okay.

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Is it good guys? I hope so...I'm very stressed because of some things. I'm really sorry if its not that good. But if it is a vote and comment would help me feel abit better. Anyway....is Peeta gonna get Katniss back???

Nikki :)