Fix You

XXXIII.

Michael's POV

I know Alex said she wanted me to have a good band practice and as much as I tried to avoid overthinking, I just couldn't. I feel bad but I kept rushing the guys so it would be closer to the time I could spend talking to Alex. Then, of course my parents call. It's amazing how little they've cared since I've been home. They only ever start to care when I'm gone. I don't have much time left at home and yet here they are making me watch their precious home instead of trying to spend time with me. It's so funny to me how superior my dad thinks he is now that he makes so much money. He's always been such an asshole but his paychecks just make it worse. I'm happy Alex agreed to hang with me because I couldn't say no to my parents, no matter how much I wanted to.

I did my best to try and hide it this morning, but waking up to how gorgeous Alex looks today has fucked me up. She always dresses so well and looks incredibly beautiful, but today she's glowing. I'm surprised I didn't fuck up during practice because I could not stop staring at her. It makes me sick to my stomach but I want to know that she's mine. I feel crazy and like I'm not thinking straight but I want her as my own. I'm overthinking everything and I know she can sense it. She reached over to grab my hand as I drove to her house and it's been the only thing calming me down this whole car ride.

She gets out to grab her things and I'm nervously shaking my leg. Why am I so on edge? This is pathetic. I just need to relax and breathe for a second. I open the window to get some air and my stomach starts to calm down. She hurries back to the car and I can't take it anymore.

"Alex, will you be my girlfriend?" I blurt out and I know I caught her completely off guard. She's in the middle of setting down her bag and her face is bright red. I immediately start to panic as she smiles at me. "Wait, seriously?" She sounds really happy and I can feel my heart racing. "I'm sorry if this is fast but you're just so gorgeous and yes, yeah it's serious," I sound like a nervous wreck and her smile is killing me. "Of course, Mikey. I'd love that," she leans in to kiss me and I feel so embarrassed but overwhelmed at the same time. "Wait, so you actually want this? You're not just saying yes because you feel bad for me?" I'm honestly shocked that this is even happening right now. "Michael, stop. Of course I want this!" The biggest weight is lifted from me and I can't describe the feeling. We get to my parents house and after I open her door and she gets out, I push her against the car and grab her waist. She smiles into my hungry kiss and my head starts to spin.

"Oh Mikey, we didn't know you'd be bringing Alex. Even better that you have some company," my mum says hugging and kissing both of us. "Are any of the boys coming? You're welcome to have them by, if you'd like." Before I can respond my dad chimes in with a small glass of whiskey in his hand. "Just as long as no one messes up my furniture, we'll be okay," he says with a smug look on his face and I feel Alex run her fingers down my arm to keep me calm. "Oh, the boys know your rules, sweetheart," my mum replies noticing the annoyed look on my face. "So you're blonde now?" My dad awkwardly says to me with a laugh. "Yeah, I wanted something different," I say and my dad chuckles louder. "Ah, you make me laugh, son." I've been here for ten minutes and I already can't stand the way my dad is acting. He can never just leave me alone. "Nevermind him," my mum interrupts grabbing my attention, "I know you don't want to be here, Michael. But you guys are welcome to do whatever. I left some money, just in case. We should be back Sunday," I nod at her and her eyes look watery. "I love you both," she says kissing me on the cheek and doing the same to Alex. 

The front door closes shut and I feel so relieved. "Wow, he's such a dick," I say and Alex hooks her arms around mine and lays her head on my shoulder. "Well, good thing he's gone," she says and I playfully hang her over my shoulder leading her upstairs. "Michael Gordon Clifford, put me down!" She starts to smack my butt with her bag and my mood is instantly improved. I throw her onto my bed and hover over her, crashing my lips to her. "No, that was so mean. You know I hate being lifted. Why should I kiss you!?" She smirks at me and everytime I kiss her, she closes her lips. "Oh, so now you're not going to kiss me? You can't seriously be mad." I say cockily and she's trying so hard to be mad at me. I pick up where I left off before practice and start planting kisses across her collarbone. I feel her hands grasp my neck and stifled moans peek past her lips. I run my hands up her V neck and hold onto her waist tightly, pulling her onto my lap. She caves and starts aggressively kissing me. "That didn't last long," I say into the kiss biting on her lip. She locks her arms around my neck and deepens the kiss. She gets off my lap and lays on my bed for a few minutes. I turn on my TV and she starts to go through her bag. "I'm gonna go change, I'm feeling kinda tired," she gets off my lap and heads to the bathroom.

I turn on the video game console and get out the controller to start playing. I look around my room and my stomach drops remembering how Alex was in here the night she got into her accident. It starts to feel a bit colder and my body is covered in chills. This is the last thing I want to think about so I push it to the back of my head. I change out of my skinny jeans and into a comfy pair of trackies. I decide to not wear boxers because if I can't sleep naked then this is as good as it will get. I go to change my shirt when Alex walks in wearing a large t shirt and really short shorts. FUCK. She definitely knows what she does to me. I lay against the headboard, pushing the large duvet back towards the bottom of the bed and without a word, Alex lays between my legs. She casually rests her head on my thigh as I try to focus on the video game. We lay there in silence and she starts to run her fingertips over the black ink on my arms. I start to run my fingers through her hair like I always do. At a point, I accidentally pull at it and a loud moan escapes her mouth. "Did someone like that?" I have to tease her about it as she looks up to glare at me. "Shut the fuck up," she laughs and lays back on my thigh. My dick is throbbing from her moan and I'm starting to feel extremely frustrated. At some point in the game, I pause it to go to the bathroom and I notice Alex fast asleep between my legs. "Fuck," my dick feels like it's going to explode and I don't want to wake her up. Shit. I slowly wiggle out from under her and run to take a piss.

When I come back, Alex is sprawled out across my bed and I instantly feel terrible for not paying any attention to her. I lightly pick her up bridal style and rest her head on the pillow. I shut off my TV and cuddle up next to her. I'm not the least bit tired so I lay and admire her, still running my fingers through her hair.

"I want to feel this thick cock inside me," Alex moans against my dick and my chest is sweating. Holy shit. She positions herself on top of me and slowly grinds her pussy against me. Ugh fuck. She lowers herself on to me and I guide her hips as she starts to ride me. Holy fucking fuck. "Hmm, fuck baby," she moans running her hands through my hair. I buck my hips up into her and the sound of our skin on skin fills the room. She rolls her hips on my dick and I'm getting closer to busting inside of her. "Ugh, fuck. Just like that, Daddy," our foreheads meet and her dirty words are pushing me closer to the edge. Ugh I wanna jam my dick inside her mouth, she's so fucking naughty. I quicken the pace and hold her close to my chest, letting my hips do all the work. I'm absolutely speechless at how incredible she feels and just how dirty she really is. I smack her ass as she continues to moan in my ear. "Ugh yes, Michael. . .Michael. . . "

"Michael! Michael, babe, wake up," my eyes shoot open from my sleep and I look around to see Alex hovered over me. My chest is sweating and I'm breathing heavily. My skin is tingling and my heart is racing. "Are you okay, baby?" She places her hand on my sweaty forehead moving the hair thats stuck to it and I feel at my pants to check if I came in my sleep. Thank god I didn't. The sound of her calling me baby in her sleepy voice was the cutest thing ever and I'm trying so hard to register what's going on. "What?. . .Yeah, I'm fine. Holy shit," my throat is dry and my heart won't stop racing. I can't control my breathing because I feel completely winded by my dream. It felt so fucking real. "Are you sure? You were groaning in your sleep, it scared me," I rest my hand on Alex's face as she half smiles at me with hazy eyes. "I'm okay, I'm sorry for waking you," I kiss her forehead and she falls right back asleep on my chest.

I sit up and recollect everything that just happened. I start to nervously run my hands up the back of Alex's shirt and discover that she isn't wearing a bra underneath. I check my phone to see that it's 2 AM and I let out a huge sigh. I'm laying here with an erection from hell.