SIDENOTE ! i'm not sure if finn experiences both anxiety and panic attacks but in this imagine he will. if you are ever expiriencing anxiety attacks/panic attacks or anxiety alone, please do call for professional help and whatever you are going through right now, i'm sure as hell you're not alone.
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finn wolfhard loved acting. he was so great at it that for every role he ever played it was realistic. there was only one thing that always made him at his worst. the hate. this made him anxious that he has trouble coping up with it. it was never good. sometimes he'd wish that someone would care for him. even just a little bit. it didn't have to be a grand gesture. every good thing that the people around him does for him, he appreciates it a lot. even though he has trouble with his anxiety, finn always battled through it. until one night.
it was at a red carpet; and award show. flashing lights and light screams of his name to look in their direction, a part of the crowd that he could clearly hear booing. he tried so hard to not panic. the award show ended and it was the after party. finn was meeting new people because of his co-stars. he went to the bar to get a few drinks which was a little crowded. he was having a hard time to breathe. his vision was blurry, voices were muffled, the young lady infront of him in the sapphire dress touching his two shoulders making sure if he was okay. then it all became black.
finn woke up laying down in a white room. he opened his eyes and saw that his brother, noah schnapp, sadie sink, was standing infront of him. "hey buddy how are you feeling?" nick asked finn worringly. "i'm fine" he whispered in a soft voice. they all spoke for 5 minutes less and all went out to give the girl who caught him some privacy. a soft knock was heard a little while "come in" he said.
"hey frogface how are you feeling?" finn smiled at the girl's nickname of him. "good" he smiled lightly. y/n sighed and sat beside him in a chair. "good thing i caught you though right?" finn chuckled and they both shared a smils. finn just stared at her with awe which the girl noticed so she didn't mind it and asked him something else instead. "so how was your day?" hearing those five words made him crave for it. not to forget her sweet voice. he didn't know what to say. he did had a rough day today. and no one bothered to ask him on what's going on because no one really paid much attention to him. although he never thought that she would be the one who would care for him. it made him shed a tear. he started to break down and she engulfed him in a hug. both hugged each other tightly. finn sobbed in her chest as she stroke his hair, rubbed his back and hummed a soft tune of how was your day and her famous lullaby la vie en rose that she always sang to her baby brother. it made finn calm. the girl continued to stroke his hair lightly as finn was cuddled to her while laying down on the bed. she noticed finn was asleep by now. even though he was sniffling. so she started to detach herself from him.
finn felt her letting go. but he was too weak enough to stop her from doing it. "y/n please don't let go" this left the girl shocked. she didn't know how to respond. how to feel. she liked his presence. as much as being around him. literally. "w-what?" the girl stuttered. "please don't leave me". y/n sighed and pulled the big blanket on their bodies. finn was sniffling as y/n mas making "shh" sounds to calm him down. "will you stay?" he looked up to her y/e/c eyes. y/n smiled before answering to him "yes. i'll be here all night so you won't be alone."
"hey finn?" the boy hummed in response. "just so you'll know, if you've had a long day i'llbe there to ask you what went wrong." y/n felt finn's smile from ear to ear which made her also smile. she continued playing with finn's curls until she heard his soft snores through the room.
"i love you"
the girl dozed off to sleep and little did she know that finn was still awake that time, faking his snores so that he could hear those three words that she said to him the other night when he fell asleep on her lap. he didnt believe at first despite his friends who he couldn't tell if they were joking or not. and now he knows better. finn smiled at those words which the girl could hardly tell because she was tired.
