𝐃𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐈𝐍𝐆 ! ( finn wolfhard imagines! )

in my head

"Here's the thing, you're in love with a version of a person that you've created in your head, that you are trying to but cannot fix. Uh, the only person you can fix is yourself. I love you, this has gone on way too long. Enough is enough. I'm two blocks away, I'm coming over.​"

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sadie spoke through the phone, constantly worrying about y/n being all crazy about finn for the past few days. she knocked on her door softly and opened it carefully "hey you good?" sadie asked worringly and made her way to y/n who's body is against the bed. "i don't know, should i be?" y/n stood up and placed her knees against her chest. sadie sat down next to her and y/n layed her head on her shoulder as she started to cry. "i don't get it. he was so sweet and nice sadie, how can y/n'all not see that? how come i can see it?"

"sweetie i'm so sorry, i guess you always see the good side in others. especially finn's. plus you just went through a breakup. are you sure you're really inlove with finn?" she was right. when finn tried to comfort her after her breakup with her ex, she couldn't help but think that she's inlove with finn. although finn started to be a little rough on her when she said to not do 'that' to make her fall inlove with him. y/n did notice it. usually she'd just brush it off and still look at finn like an angel sent from heaven. "i think it's all in my head sadie" y/n wiped her tears and fiddled with her fingers. "it's true though, and i'm sorry for that." a comfortable silent filled the atmosphere and nothing but y/n's sniffles was heard in the room. "you know that he loves you right?" sadie looked at y/n as she chuckled. "i know we say the all the time"

"i mean he loves you" y/n stared at sadie in disbelief. she couldn't believe it that the boy's been playing her. her emotions were mixed. she doesn't know if she'll be happy, angry, or sad about it. "how could you tell" y/n asked for a reassurance. "he told caleb and told me. said he thinks your the one, even if you're too blind to see it and you're with that jerk" sadie joked making y/n laugh. "i should go" y/n walked out the door and went down stairs to grab her jacket. "where you going?" sadie followed her. "to finn's" y/n shouted back.

y/n pov
as i drove i was so nervous to tell finn i love him back. i felt a tad happy about it tho. i parked my car infront of their house and took a deep breath before coming out. i knocked on the door and waited for a few seconds for someone to open it. but there was no answer. i placed my ear against the door to hear dead silence. there was no one in the living room when i opened the door, so i jogged upstairs to go to finn's room. "finn?" i called out and saw that his door is slightly opened. "finn are yo-" i stopped in my tracks and my heart immediately shattered because of what i saw. it was finn with a bottle of pills in his hand and scattered pills was on the floor.
end pov

y/n held finn's lifeless body and held him tight to her chest. she quickly dialed 911, while tears were streaming down her face. "h-hello? please- please help us m-my friend collapsed-" "ma'am would you please send us the address? we're coming over" y/n was cut off by the lady and by her crying. "y-yes i'm at *random address*" y/n sobbed uncontrollably. "we'll be right over". the call ended and y/n just kept waking finn up.

y/n was pacing back and forth outside the emergency room. the sight of mary crying on nick's shoulder made her sad even more. after a few minutes, the doctor went out, his face down. "i'm sorry but he couldn't make it." y/n's body fell on the ground and mr. l/n immediately picking her up with millie on his side. she couldn't believe such a boy would take his own life. she loved him so much. she hated how she was so blind and how she didn't have the chance to tell finn how much she loves him. but i guess that's too late. "p-please tell me it's a-all in my head" she kept repeating to herself and nodding her head sideways, while millie rubs her back and cries with her.