SONS of ANARCHY One Shots

The Confession

Summary: Juice confesses to you one night after you called him over due to your anxiety and had a nightmare. He confessed that he loved and has for a long time.

Shelly's POV

I had just woke up from having a real bad nightmare, those have been real frequent lately and I was getting sick and tired of them. My anxiety has been through the roof since my mom died a month ago, I still haven't came to terms with it, I was in a real bad place because she was my best friend. So I called the one person who understands what having anxiety is like, my best friend Juice.

I had met Juice when we moved to Charming over five years ago, my mom Charlotte was here to get treatment for her cancer and I decided to tag along because we were really close. So I quit my job and we were off, we settled in and I found another job at Teller- Morrow garage working in the office. I walked in and noticed the lady behind the desk was swamped and look like she needed help.

" Excuse miss but I can't help but notice your swamped and I'm looking for a job. I have office experience and I can start today if you like?" I said and she looked up at me and smiled.

" Usually I would be doing an job interview but like you said I am swamped and could use the help, so consider this you opportunity to impress me and the jobs yours." She told me and smiled. I smiled back

" Names Shelly."
" Gemma and it's nice to meet you."

That is how I got my job and been there ever since, she was impressed with me and how fast I got the office organized, got a filing system even the guys could follow. Over the next few weeks I got real close to the guys especially the handsome man with the Mohawk and tattoos, his name was Juan but everyone one called him Juice.

I knew he would never go for someone like me, I wasn't a Croweater. I had an hour glass figure, five foot five, brown hair and brown eyes. I was never ashamed of my body, I embraced my curves but it seemed some men like skinny women instead of women with curves. He was nice to me, we actually grew close. We enjoyed the same things, like our love of comics, video games and also we both had anxiety.

Over the years we would call each other if we had a nightmare and would come over and comfort one another and binge watch movies and eat junk food. It was moments like that I cherished with him, but I got use the fact that we would remain friends and that was ok, I didn't want to ruin what we have over my crush for him.

Thankfully he was there to help me initially through my mother's death, it was so hard on me. I actually shut completely down, I wouldn't eat, barely slept, didn't want to shower. I just wanted my pain to end, but Juice came over and talked me down, told me he couldn't lose his best friend and then got me to shower while he ordered pizza and got the movie going for us along with junk food.

Now here I am again about to call him because of a stupid nightmare once again, but my stupid anxiety was playing tricks on me telling me he would get tired of doing this, he will get tired of coming over and helping me. I just sucked it up and called him.

" Hey Juice, I didn't wake you up did I?" I asked after he picked up
" No why, we just got back from our run." He said
" I was wondering if you could come over and watch movies, I had another nightmare and my anxiety is up." I told him
" On my way babe." He said

Babe? He never called me babe, that was different. Maybe I am over thinking again, he was just being nice. Trying to calm me down, yeah that's it. Just being a nice friend, why did I have to fall for him?

Juice POV
Shelly just called me because she had a nightmare and her anxiety was acting up again. Ever since her mom died she hasn't been the same, her mom was her best friend. When I walked into her apartment and seen her in the state she was in it broke my heart. I have always loved Shelly and not just as a friend, ever since I met her at work I was done for.

Her beautiful curves, brown hair and those eyes man I was done for. She was a goddess, and when she told me she liked the same things as me, man I was in love. She was a goddess nerd, my goddess nerd. Tonight I am making her mine and I don't care, she's mine and mine only.

Finally I arrived at her apartment and walked in, she gave me a key a long time ago, in case of times like this, or for emergencies. It made me feel real good knowing she trusts me enough to call me, and trusts me enough to have a key to her place.

I had all her favorite junk food, pizza and movies. I decided on comedy movies tonight to help calm her down, then maybe some action movies as well but I am confessing first and getting it out of the way. I have a feeling she feels the same way as I do because she doesn't look at any of the guys like she looks at me.

" Hey Shell, I'm her." I said as I walked in
" In my room."

I walked in and seen the most beautiful women in the world just in her t-shirt and sleep pants but she was a vision in my eyes. I seen she was crying and broke my heart seeing my girl like that, I never want to see her cry. I knew it was from her nightmare but still I don't like it.

" Before we start I have an confession I love you and have loved you since the day I met you at TM, I should've told you then but I am telling you now, I love you and want you to be mine." I said in one breath

" I love you too Juan and loved you since then too and was to chicken to tell you. I will be yours." She said and kissed me. It was fantastic and can't wait to tell the world she's mine.