SONS of ANARCHY One Shots

Walking on Sunshine

Dedicated to SierraKing768 thanks for the request.

Summary: It is after the death of your friend Jackson Teller that all of SAMCRO or what is left of them and you are sitting in the newly rebuilt Clubhouse you want to cheer them up because Jax wouldn't want them this way, so you dance.

It was hard to get a phone call from Chibs telling me that Jax was dead, killed himself because of all the shit he did because of Gemma's lies. I met Jax in high school along with Opie because they needed tutoring and thus a friendship was formed. I never saw them in the romantic way, they were like my brother's I knew who they were but that didn't matter.

I was there for Jax when his brother died, when his dad died, when Tara left him and when Opie went to prison. I was his sounding board and I knew more than most people knew about SAMCRO. I wasn't a Old Lady or anything like that but Jax knew he could trust me and I trusted him. Hell I trusted the whole Club, I was seen as a sister or a daughter. Expect two people that I didn't trust and it was Clay and Gemma. I played nice around them but that was the extent of it, they seemed shady and I was right.

I moved away for a while to take care of my grandmother but a frantic phone call from Jax had me running back to Charming. She was sick and dying so I was taking care of her until her death and I was wrapping up her affairs when he called me.

" I need you Babs."

My name is Barbara but he always called me Babs and I never knew why but went with it.

" What's wrong Jax?"

" My son was born prematurely and might not make it."

" Ok Jax give me an hour and I will be there."

I had no plans on moving back to that town but the way he sounded he needed me, I got into my car and headed to the only place I knew he would be and drove to our 'Spot'. It was a spot in the woods not far out of Charming that we deemed ours and we go there. I saw him as I pulled in and when I got out he engulfed me in a hug and he broke down.

" He was born early because of Wendy being on crank, he has half a stomach and heart defect like me and like Tommy."

" He is a Teller and will make it Jackson, he is a fighter."

" Thanks Barbara, I am so happy to have you."

We sat there and talked until the sunrise and headed to the hospital to see my nephew, he was so tiny but I knew deep down he will make it. I saw Tara was back and that smelled bad news, I was right. So much happened over the years, Abel was kidnapped, Tara kidnapped, Gemma was attacked, the boys went to prison, Donna Opie's wife was killed.

It was a shit storm for the boys, Clay had got them into a Cartel deal, Gemma left him because he was changing, he killed JT Jax's dad, he killed Piney Opie's dad and had Donna killed but it was supposed to be Opie. Gemma killed Tara because of the shit she started and had Juice lie to cover her ass.

All the lies Gemma told came to light and Jax was devastated he killed a member that was the President of another Club and he had to meet Mayhem but non of the guys could bring themselves to do it so he killer himself.

" Babs it's Chibs it's Jackie Boy."

" What happened Chibs."

" He's dead."

What? Wait he's dead? Can't be I just saw him not too long ago, my best friend was dead and I didn't get to say goodbye. I rubbed my belly and cried, I was pregnant and was due in a month. My husband left me because of my relationship with SAMCRO. It was hard but I had the boys to help me and they told me not worry.

" Ok Chibs I will be there soon."

He told me to go to the Clubhouse that it was rebuilt after being in a explosion thanks to one of Clay's many fuck ups. I got into my car and made my drive to the Club but it was a sumber drive because Jax won't be there to greet me, or rub my belly. He was excited to be a Uncle, that is ok I am naming my boy after him so his legacy can live on.

I pulled into the lot and was greeted by what was left of the members. Chibs was President, Tig Vice President and Happy SAA. I was passed around for hugs and they all thanked me for coming. It was too dreary for me so I did what I always did and went to the Jukebox to find a song that always cheered me up

" I'm walking on sunshine."

I started to dance and they all looked at me so I grabbed Happy to dance with me, he smiled and twirled me around laughing. They all started to dance with me and laughing, they seemed happy and that is how Jax would want us to be, not sad but happy. I got these badass bikers to dance and they were enjoying it.

We partied all night, we danced, laugh, cried, and laughed some more.

" This is how Jax would want to remembered. He wouldn't want us to be sad."

" So you have a name for the wee lad?"

" Jackson Nathaniel Ryes."

" Good strong name for him."

Yes it was, he will know all about his Uncle Jax, Uncle Opie and will grow up around SAMCRO because they were my family and will be his too. We partied till the early morning and it was nice. They thanked me for cheering them up because they needed it but I needed it as well. We will miss him but he will live on in our memories.