SONS of ANARCHY One Shots

Book Worm

Summary: You are Tig's kid and when your mom died you buried yourself into books, Juice noticed how distant you have been and gets you to come out of shell. He falls for you because of your shyness, but will Tig let you two date?

I have always been shy, you think being Alexander Trager kid I would be like my two older sisters Fawn and Dawn and be wild but I was the complete opposite. Dad didn't care because I was straight A student with a 4.0 gpa, he didn't want me to be in this life and marry a Son he wanted me to go places, wanted me to explore them world.

My mom and dad never married but they Co-Parent in peace, mom had met dad while she was an intern at St.Thomas and they hooked up one night and they ended up with me but there wasn't any spark between them, but that didn't stop my mom from letting me see my dad, he got me whenever he wanted and there was no messy custody battle or child support issues or mom never threatened to take me away. She would still hang out at the Clubhouse with dad and be social still hooking up with him, it never bothered me that they weren't together.

I learned from an early that they loved each other but were better off as friends then husband and wife, mom never dated and dad only hooked up with mom, but I was the most important person to both of them and dad always made time for me no matter what, even if a run came up he always made sure to spend time with me before and after. Colleen Fawn and Dawns mom never let my dad see them and he was hurting because of it he had three daughters and only got to see one. He was a great dad, very attentive and no matter what I will always be his little girl.

Besides being a book worm I also liked video games, Marvel Comics and was a computer geek as well. I would sometimes help the Club with their computer issues, or needed information well until Juan Ortiz aka Juice showed up and he was a geek too. I wasn't mad that they had him be the new tech guy, it actually freed up time for me to read my new books.

" Baby Girl you always have your nose in a book."

" Well aren't you glad I am not in and out of juvie?"

" Yes and no doll you need to get out more."

" Dad I get out I go see Dawn, I go see mom. I get out."

" How is your mom?"

" She has seen better days."

Last year mom was diagnosed with cancer, uterine cancer and she was receiving treatment for it but it unfortunately spread to other parts of her body and she was getting worse, she stopped her treatments and was just smoking marijuana to be able to eat and not be in pain, it was a matter of time before she was gone and I wasn't handling it well. That is why I have been buried in books.

" Baby your mom is the toughest women I know besides Gemma and Happy's mom, she will pull through."

Dad was right but I still had a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach and my gut instincts was right because three days later I got a call from St. Thomas telling me to get there.

" Hello?"

" Yes is the Shelly Trager?"

" Yes."

" This is Dr. Adams from St. Thomas your mom has been brought in she is unconscious, I need you to get here as soon as you can."

I told them I would be there and I called dad to tell him, he said he would be there soon. I got to St. Thomas and at the same time all of SAMCRO was there too. We all walked in and they directed us to moms floor, we got there just in time to say goodbye. I fell to the ground crying cause I lost it, my mom was dead. Dad held me on his lap and let me cry it out, there wasn't a dry eye in that waiting room that night, they might be badass men but to see one of their own die and to see a girl they watched grow up crying they didn't care who saw them cry.

Gemma helped me plan her funeral and been by my side since, it was hard to watch her being lowered to the ground. I stayed quiet the whole time but what I didn't notice was Juice was watching me the whole time but I couldn't tell because of his glasses. We finished the service and left, we had a wake at the Clubhouse but I wasn't wanting to participate.

It has been weeks since mom died and I have buried myself into books, mainly the ones me and mom would read together. Dad was concerned about me but left me alone to mourn, but Juice is the one I let in.

" Hey Shelly, talk to me."

" I miss her Juice, it hurts so much that I can't go see her or go to her house, I will never see her again."

" Oh baby it's ok, we are here for you. I am here for you."

He leaned over to kiss me and I kissed back, he didn't go further but it was nice.

" Sorry but I have wanted to do that forever."

" It's ok Juan."

That day we got closer and dad started to notice.

" Hey Brother."

" What's up Tig?"

" What's going on between you and Shelly?"

" To be honest Alex I like her and want to ask her out, but wanted to talk to you first."

" Well you have my blessing, just don't hurt her."

Juice agreed to that and asked me out that day and it was the happiest day of my life.