SONS of ANARCHY One Shots

My Secret

This is dedicated to BGNation4ever she requested a one shot. I hope you like it.

Summary: You are Clay's daughter from a Croweater before Gemma got with him, the first female Son and you are deaf. Clay is super protective of you because of it, and to top it off you and Juice have been secretly dating.

Shelly's POV

You know it's hard when you are deaf but I have managed to navigate thru life, my dad Clay Morrow is the President of the Sons of Anarchy Motorcycle Club is very protective of me and I have been secretly dating on of the Members Juan Carlos but everyone calls him Juice. I'm also the first female Son, which was a difficult to get but I managed to make it. Only down side I have to stay with Gemma all the time, occasionally going on runs only if it an 'Easy' job.

Dad treats me like a child, while everyone else treats me like an adult, thankfully I learned to lip read and I talk. No one has to sign, well if I am sick, or if my hearing aids battery dies but that doesn't happen often. I did grow close to Gemma, my own mother didn't want me because I was born deaf and thought I was a burden to her, so Gemma took me under her wings and turned me into the women I am today.

I have been my daddy's shadow since I was little and he taught me what I know, like how to work on cars and how to work on a bike and because of that is the reason why I wanted to be a Son. I was a great asset to the boys. I could go undercover for them, get guys to answer questions and I can kick ass. I was tiny only about Five three and hundred fifty pounds, I might be tiny but I am mighty and will cut you.

For the past year I have been secretly dating Juice, which is a feat in itself because it seems like there is always someone around us, we had to sneak off to Lodi or Oakland which again is hard because of us being Sons and the Mayans territory is Oakland but we managed to not be on their radar. I wanted to tell my dad from the start but I was afraid because he thought no man was good enough for his little girl, and him being a member.

" Baby we need to tell your dad at some point and I am getting tired of sneaking around. I want to show off my girl and yell it to the world you are mine." Juice said as we laid in my room. He would come and hang out at my apartment which was fine because my dad didn't care, he thought we were just friends.

" I know baby, I shouldn't be lying to my dad but it's just so hard because he thinks no one is good for me. I'm getting tired watching girls hang all over you and me pushing guys away from me." It was truly hard watching girls hang all over him but that's all he did, I wanted to beat their ass for touching my man but I couldn't, and as for the guys I was chasing off I knew Juice was pissed but no one would question why I did it.

We were spending time together before the guys next run, which I wasn't going because they were meeting with the Irish and they don't like me, so I was going to hang out with Gemma. I loved her but I wanted to be with my man, I wanted to shout it to the world that he was mine. He didn't treat like a deaf girl, he didn't date me because I was Clays daughter, he liked me for me and wanted to prove it to the world.

" Are you going to behave while I am gone baby girl?" He asked as he was rubbing my back and playing with me hair, I loved moments like theses, they were few and far between nowadays. He was a hopeless romantic and had no problem showing me.

" Of course baby, I am always a good girl. Probably just hanging out with Gemma. Get our hair and nails done." I said.

So a couple days later the guys left for their run and now we are at the Salon getting everything done, it was nice to be pampered. Spending time with Gemma was nice, when it was just us girls we never talked about the Club, expect when she would mention I would make a good Old Lady and I need to make her a grandma. I would just roll my eyes at her and she would smack the back of my head.

Finally the guys were back and there was party, and the bitches hanging all over Juice and this asshole not getting the hint I was not interested. I was getting pissed to the point I was about to snap. I did and what I said was not how I wanted to announce our relationship.

" Come on baby, you know you want a piece of me. I know you are a Son and I find it hot."
" I said no now go away."
" Oh come one stop being a pru."
" Look asshole, I love Juan and we are dating now go the fuck away."

Then the whole club goes silent, to where you can hear and pin drop and I wanted disappear. I didn't want to announce my relationship like this, no I wanted to tell me dad in private. Now I have to face the music. As I heard the door slam to the Clubhouse, me and Juice look at each other silently telling him what I am about to do.

" Daddy please let me explain."
" How long?"
" A year, now Juice wanted to tell you from the start but I was afraid that you would think he is good enough."
" A year? Baby you know you can tell me anything, Juice is great for you baby. He is a good man and a brother, I wouldn't had cared."

I was relieved he wasn't mad at me dating Juice, just upset we kept it from him, he actually thought he was good for me. I was happy he was happy and that is all that mattered to me. Just then we heard the door open up and Juice walked out. He was walking to us carefully to make sure he wasn't going to die.

" It's safe Juice, you aren't going to die, I am just upset you been dating my little girl this long but she told me you wanted to tell me but she was scared."

" I did, but she told me no man would be good enough for her, but Clay she makes the voices quiet in my head, I'm focused more, I love her so much."

Clay nodded his head in acknowledgment, patted Juice on the back and kissed me on the forehead. As he was walking away he said,

" Hurt my little girl and I will kill you brother or not, and I don't care if I get Mayhem."

I was afraid he would not be happy but he always proved me wrong.

*I hope you like it and sorry if it was long, I got carried away with this one.*