SONS of ANARCHY One Shots

Let Me Help

Dedicated to BGNation4ever for another wonderful request

Summary: You are eighteen with a eighth month daughter, after losing your husband in Iraq you decide to move back to Charming. Your car breaks down and Juice comes to your rescue, he wants to help you because he falls for you. Will you let him help or not get close to him?

I moved away from Charming at seventeen met my husband Greg and married at eighteen, got pregnant and he was sent to Iraq but never came back he had died in a roadside bombing. Now I have to go back to my hometown with my baby girl Annabelle who will never meet her dad and figure out how I am going to raise her.

I left on a bad note with my parents, we had a huge fight because I dropped out of school, it was too hard for me and my parents didn't understand and told me if I left that I wasn't welcomed back. I left and never looked back, met Greg who was 19 and we married a year later then got pregnant with Annabelle but he died before she was born.

I had just got into Charming when my car died and Anna started to cry because she was hungry, so I called TM because I knew they were the only garage in town and I knew who ran it. Gemma told me it would be ten minutes and so I fed Anna and waited. There was a tap on my window and what I saw took my breath away, he had tats on his head and a Mohawk.

" Are you Shelly?"

" Yeah it just quit and don't know why."

" Ok I will hook it up and tow it to TM."

" Ok let me get her car seat and we can leave."

He nodded and got her car seat out for me and even put it in the truck for me. He was such a gentleman.

" She's cute, what's her name?"

" Annabelle is is eight months."

" Cute name for a cute baby. Her mom isn't bad looming either."

I blushed because I haven't been complimented in such a long time. He smiled at me and I melted he was so handsome but probably want nothing to do with me, I wasn't your average girl I had curves but I owned what I had and was proud of it. I got into the cab and got Annabelle belted then we were off.

" Are you from here?"

" Born and raised but left last year."

" Why are you back if you don't mind me asking?"

" My husband died in Iraq and I thought I needed to come home so Anna can be raised her but I don't know maybe it was a mistake."

" Why would it be a mistake?"

" I had a huge fight with my parents and they told me if I left never come back."

" Well maybe Gemma can give you a job."

" Maybe."

I had met Gemma through a fundraiser at the school and we instantly clicked and my parents hated it because she told me SAMCRO was a bad influence and the town would be better off without them but I liked them because they treated me with respect at the fundraiser and even invited me to FunTown.

As we pulled in memories flashed and it was Gemma crying because I was leaving and tried to make me stay but I couldn't even the guys tried to convince me as well, I needed to get out and now I am coming back. He parked the truck and I got Anna out. I headed to the office to see Gemma.

" Hey Ma."

" Oh baby your home."

" Yes, meet Annabelle your granddaughter."

" She is precious, she looks like you. Where is the dad?"

" Dead roadside bombing."

She hugged me and took Anna out and held her, Gemma was more of a mom to me than my own. She told me to come inside while Juice figures out my car.

Inside the Garage

" How old is she?"

" Eighteen why Juice?"

" There is something about her I like I can't understand it."

" She is a sweet girl hurt ma when she left, her daughter is a package deal. Oh you have to get Chibs blessing because she was the closest to him."

" Wow she really is close uh?"

" Yeah."

Inside the Clubhouse

" Oh my wee lassie is home."

" Hey Da."

" Who is the wee Bonnie?"

" Annabelle."

" She is precious."

I got reacquainted with everyone and Juice told me it was my starter and alternator, so I went to pay Gemma and she told me not to worry about it. She threw me a welcome home party and the whole time
Juice was watching me, he was cute but I need to focus on Anna and get us a place to live.

" Juicy boy why you keep staring at Shelly?"

" There is something about her Chibs that draws her to me, I know I am older than her by some years."

" Laddie listen to me ok, she is a stubborn women and won't want you to give her sympathy, she is strongly independent as well."

" It ain't sympathy Chibs."

" Good luck boyo."

I was watching his conversation with Chibs and was wondering what he was talking about, Gemma took Anna home with her to spend time and let me hang out, I was eighteen but it didn't matter.

" Hey Shelly."

" Hey Juice what's up?"

" I was wondering if you would get me a chance, I know you lost your husband but let me help you get through it."

" What about the age difference?"

" I know it's a gap but there is something I feel for you and if you let me in I can help you, I can even wait a few years to get with you."

" I don't share, even if we are not together right now. I need to trust you Juice and Anna is a package deal."

" I know she is and I honestly don't want anyone else and I can't wait until you are ready."

" Ok Juice but all it takes is one time and I am gone and Gemma and Chibs will skin you alive."

He kissed my forehead and he understood. True to his word he waited for me to be ready to be with him, it was a couple years later but he waited. Anna loved him so much and called him Dada and he was over the moon, I never reconnected with my parents and it was ok because I had the Club and Juan and our daughter and that was all I needed.