SONS of ANARCHY One Shots

Be My Old Lady?

Summary: You have been dating Jackson Teller for five years now, hoping one day he will make you his Old Lady, but you think he never will because he still loves Tara. You two started to date a few months after she left. When you decide that he won't you tell him you are leaving, then he asks you.

Shelly's POV

I have been dating Jackson Teller the VP of the Sons of Anarchy Motorcycle Club in Charming California for five years now, you met him through your dad Lumpy. You had been there for Jackson when his long time girlfriend Tara left him to move to Chicago to become a doctor. She wanted him to give up the Club for her, he told her this is his life so she left.

He got real drunk that night and I was there to get him through the heart ache and to make sure he didn't kill himself. A couple of months later he asked me to be his girlfriend because he said I was there for him and wanted to make me his, and I asked to make sure I wasn't a rebound and he told me no.

Things have been great for the last five years, we were going strong, it was a rocky start for us between the Croweater's, the Runs and just life we made it work. I worked at the Club in the Office and in the bar, because of the Lockdowns it was hard to keep a job, but I wasn't complaining because I gained another family.

Hell I even treated the Croweaters with respect, I called them my friends and they respected me. I had to teach the new girls who I was and where I stood in the Club. I wasn't an Old Lady but I was treated like one because I was dating Jackson, didn't have his Crow but I was his and he was mine. I have bounced a girl a time or two off the floor to get my point across.

Here we are today trying to figure out why after five years he still hasn't made me his Old Lady and give me his Crow? I have been nothing but supportive of the Club, him and his decisions in life. Yeah we had our fights but we made it work, we communicated with each other, never kept secrets from each other. He told me everything and still not his Old Lady.

I am getting fed up with the bullshit any more, I think we hit our peak in the relationship and we aren't going any further. I hate to think like that but I am hurting anymore. I feel like he is just stringing me along, I want to tell him how I feel, usually I do but I just can't bring myself to tell him.

So I am here in the house we shared, we got it a few years ago, it was a nice little house. Could easily raise a family here, it was big enough. I could see us being married, having kids, growing old together. He's on a run at the moment and I am here instead of the Clubhouse because I need a clear head.

I hear a bike pull up, which isn't unusual because not all the guys went so it might be one of them to check up on me. I walk to the window and see who it was and it was Jackson, he was supposed be on the run with Clay and them. So now I am confused, and I am curious as to why he was home.

" Hey baby, Clay didn't need me after all, so I left and wanted to come home to my beautiful women." He said as he kissed me on my forehead.

" Well that's good, glad you are home. We need to talk." I told him and went to sit down on the couch, drank the last bit of liquid courage and went on to tell him.

" Jackson I have loved you since the first time I met you, and this has been the best five years of my life, but it seems we have hit our peak. You still haven't asked me to be your Old Lady or gave me your Crow. Have I not proved to you how strong I am?" I said and he was silent which worried me. God I hope he isn't about to blow up on me.

" Look I get ok, I will leave and those girls at the Club can have their time with you, I will always love you Jax but I won't be strung along. If any one deserves to be your Old Lady is me." I left it at that and went to our room and started to cry.

Jax's POV

Wow Shelly just dropped that bombshell on me, she was right if any women deserved that spot and it was her. Actually a couple of years ago I was going to ask her but things got hectic with the Club and then the threat to all Old Lady's I couldn't run the risk, I loved her too much but couldn't see another man with her.

So I walked to our room and heard her crying, that's the thing I loved about her, she had no problem showing her emotions. She was a strong women but wore her heart on her sleeve. But now it broke me seeing her this way, I won't let her leave. I can't.

" Darlin' I love you so much and have been a fucking fool waiting too long to ask you, please don't leave me. I can't go through a heart ache again, your my world Shelly and I want you to be my Old Lady and get my Crow. You are right only you deserve it. So will you?" He asked

" About time Teller, you waited too long. That's all I ever wanted to be. Yours and yours only, to grow old with, have kids with. You Jackson Teller." I said

He walked towards me and kissed me with so much passion and devotion. He was confirming to me I was his.