SONS of ANARCHY One Shots

Jax's Little Sister

Summary: You are Jax Teller's little sister and twin to Tommy, unfortunately he passed away from the family flaw. You survived but you are Autistic, you are the splitting image of your mom and are super shy also you don't like to be touched. Another thing about you is that you can remember lots of things especially when it comes to numbers.

* This is a personal one shot for me and another reader of mine, this is something I deal with everyday with two kids who are Autistic, the struggles they go through but what they can do is amazing. I love my kids with every fiber of my being and I am a Austic Mom.

Shelly's POV

I am the twin sister to Thomas Teller who unfortunately passed away from our family flaw, it passed me but on the other hand I have Autism but it never really bothered me I had my big brother Jackson Teller telling me all the time how awesome I was and always proud of me, and my mom always having my back. I was the splitting image of my  her which got me unwanted attention from all the guys around town, I am extremely shy and I don't like to be touched unless you are my mom or brother, it's rough sometimes being around the boys of SAMCRO.

I grew up around the Club that my dad started with my Uncle Piney after they came home from Vietnam.   I was attached to his hip like I am with my big brother Jax but when he died I closed myself off for the longest time, I was that way when Tommy died but my brother Jax got me out of it and did it again after my dad. Being Autistic you deal with things differently, it might be listening to music which I do, I always have my phone and ear buds in all the time, everyone knows not to bother me when the ear buds are in because I was in my own world.

One thing impressive about me is that once you tell me something and show me I can do it the same way all time and I am great with numbers which it comes in handy when helping Uncle Bobby do the Club finances, he makes me banana bread and we go to work. I pretty much get along with all the guys in the Club and I love them so much, they know what makes me tick and set me off.

Meltdowns are quite frequent with me and when I had a really bad one because a fight had broke out in the bar of the Clubhouse between two Croweater's and because of a gun got pulled it freak me out and one of the Hangarounds tried to touch me to relax me but he got punched in the face which caused him to get a bit more aggressive with me and put me further into a meltdown. I started to shake and cry more until my big brother had to get him away from me and he just held me and told me to follow his breathing, then started to sing my favorite song when I was little that calmed me down.

Mom was very leery when it came to guys because she really let me around Jax but I liked to help Uncle Bobby and she was ok with that. I could talk but never really did and was always humming which got the attention of some of Aunt Louann's workers and made fun of me for it. That didn't go well with my mom and she told them not to come back to the Club because I was the Princess of SAMCRO and I will be respected. That didn't go over well with them but oh well.

I liked being in my own world because it felt safe and secure for me when things got to rough with the Club with the constant lockdowns and threats didn't help with my condition, hearing gun fire or fighting made it worse. I never went to the party's because of all the noise but had to stay there for my safety so I hid in my room with my ear buds in and I would draw, I would get lost in my drawings and it would calm me down. My best friend Happy helped me with my drawings, he was pretty cool and knew boundaries with me. People saw a mean man but I saw a misunderstood man, like me all because I had Autism didn't mean I was different but people didn't understand that.

We don't throw fits or have meltdowns for attention because sometimes that is all we know how to get through whatever brought on the reaction, we are like everyone else. My family loved me but mom and Jax can be a little overbearing sometimes and it can get on my nerves, so I put on my ear buds and drown out all the noise around me and it irks my mom to no end. I laugh every time I do it but she doesn't find it funny at all and neither does Jax but I don't care.

I like to help work on cars or bikes with Jax and he does too because he likes to hang out with me, he would tell me everything that was going on in his head, like when Tara left I was there, got him through it. Asking my opinion with things in the Club, well what he can tell me. It made me feel good knowing he trusts me with certain things.

I love my family and they try to get me through my rough days and I am thankful for having them in my life because to be honest I wouldn't want any other way. They had their issues and I had mine but didn't want to change not one bit and that is why I love them.