Best Mistake I've Ever Done

CHAPTER XXVI

And I might be okay, But I'm not fine at all

Jennifer's POV

"What are we doing here?" I annoyingly asked Harry.

"A Coaster to Heaven. I told you, I'll bring you to heaven" he told me smirking.

He took me to a roller coaster ride. It must be the most extreme roller coaster I've seen. It's super high, almost sky limit. I swallowed with fear.

"So this is heaven to you? Excuse me Mr. Connick but were here for work."

"I know how angry you are at me, how much hatred you have for me. We'll ride here. Then just scream. Curse my name in the air, Shout till you have no voice left. Do this with me"

"No. Can't you see how high that roller coaster is? Why are you doing this? Let's go back to work"

I was about to turn around him when he held my arms making me face him.

"I'm doing all of this because I want you to listen to me. I want you to beleive in me again. To trust me again."

"Will you-"He cut me

Just please do this with me" as he held my hand and took me inside the seats.

"Put your belt Jen" he said grinning at me.

I rolled my eyes to him.

Then he held my hand. I immediately removed it but she held it again, this time with a tight grip like he never want to let me go. He's still the same Harry I knew, the Harry I fell for. The Harry that will do everything just for me to listen to him. Should I listen to him now? My mind keeps saying No. But my heart will always beleive in him.

Then the roller coaster starts. I felt scared. It's really high. Then it goes down and I went crazy.

"Ahhhhhhh!!! I hate you Harry!!!" I screamed it over and over.

"Fuck you!!! Fuck everything!!!"

Harry's POV

Jennifer went crazy over the roller coaster. She screamed, and cursed out my name in the air. Like what I wanted her to do. I was just staring at her smiling, she goes ghetto again. I missed this Jennifer. But her screams turned out to crying.

"I hate you so much Harry!! I hate you!" She said with her voice breaking as tears stream down her face. And she just continue to sob throughout the ride. She removed her hand from mine, and once we finished the ride she immediately took off without waiting for me. I tried to run to her but she's fast. I found her in a bench alone, with her face buried on her palms.

I walked towards her and sit beside her.

"Jennifer. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry" I said as I started to cry too.

"It wasn't my choice beleive me, it was never my choice to leave you. I know you wouldn't understand that's why I'm trying to explain everything to you"

She removed her palms revealing her face full of tears. It hurts me seeing her like that.

"Don't you think it's too late for any explanation? It's been 3 years Harry"  Finally he said my name. Not Mr. Connick but Harry. She had no idea how much I longed to hear that.

"No. It's never too late. Because I know this will be worth it Jen. Just please.. listen to me. I have my reasons"

"Fuck those reasons. No matter what your reasons are it will never change the pain I've felt, the days that I don't want to get up, and the nights where I just cried myself to sleep."

"I felt pain too. There are days that I don't want to get up either. And there are nights that I just want to sleep but I can't because I'm thinking about you, if your okay if you're doing good, if-"

"If i'm okay? That's bullshit! I was never okay! And until now. I'm still not okay. I'm still broken. Because of you!" She said sobbing.

I lean to her closer. I want to hug her, but she just raise her left hand signaling me to stop.

"Don't.. just don't." She said still not looking at me.

I stand up from the bench and stand in front of her..

Jason's POV

I am planning to surprise Jennifer tonight. I will sneak in to her house and prepare a great movie night with her. I met Jen last year, I saw her at the corner of the park crying. I came to her and gave her a handkerchief. She's so beautiful, even when she's crying..  She told me about the guy who left her at the day of their wedding, but she never told me what's his name. Since then I did everything to make her happy, even when she pushes me away. I'm willing to stay.  I love her so much. And there's no way I'll let that beautiful woman of mine go.

Jennifer's POV

Harry stand in front of me. But I didn't look at him.

"Will I ever had a chance to touch you again? To laugh with you? To dance with you again? To kiss you and embrace you like there's no tomorrow? Will I?" He said tearing up.

Every words his saying, it goes straight to my heart. And it hurts. It hurts because I wanted so bad to beleive it, but I just can't.. I can't because I'm scared and I'm scared because I don't want him to know that I still love him, that if there's one thing that it's inevitable, it will always be my love for him.

"You just blew your chance away."

He kneeled down in front of me..

"That day of our wedding, I was kidnapped by my own gang"

He said as he carefully lean his head up to face me. His eyes tearing up

My eyes widen as I look at him. My heart is ready to explode. My mouth opened in disbelief. I was stunned by his last words.

"Wha-what?" I told him stammering