Best Mistake I've Ever Done

CHAPTER XXXIX

It's your smile, your face, your lips that I miss those sweet little eyes
That stare at me and make me say I'm with you through all the way

Harry's POV

Everything seems to stop when I heard what she said. I can feel my tears streaming down my face. And I can hardly breathe.. she's my daughter.. I'm so stupid not to ask Jennifer. I'm so stupid to think it was Jason's.

I looked at her. Trying to do my best not to breakdown in front of her.

"Can I.. Can I hug you? Please..." I asked her. Holding my tears. After all these years of not being a father to her hurts so much.. but I guess it's  time that i'll make it up to her.. and to Jennifer..

She looked at me and smile..

"Sure.."

I slowly lean to her, and hugged her tight. Like what will every father in the world do the first time they saw their daughter. I cry and cry while i'm hugging her. I don't want to let go of hugging her. I want to fill those years where she longs for a father's love.

"Ouch. You're choking me." She said with her cute little voice. I laughed.

"I'm sorry baby.. I'm sorry." I told her as tears keep streaming down my face. My emotions are mixed.

"Why are you crying?" She said

"Because.. you're so cute.." I told her as I pinch her nose making her smile.

"Andrea!!" We both looked at the front. It's Jennifer.. So her name is Andrea.. she looked surprise seeing me with Andrea. I wanna know why she didn't tell me this. I feel so worthless knowing she kept Andrea to me.

"Mommy!" Andrea said running towards Jennifer. I wipe my tears and walked towards them.

"Mommy's been looking for you. Are you okay?" Jen said, acting she didn't see me. And it pisses me off. Her actions are pissing me off. I wonder why is she being like this.

"Jen.. Let's talk.." I told her.. she looked at me.

"I heard everything I need to hear lastnight. That's it Harry. Let's just accept the fact that were not meant to be.." she said as they both turned around.

I want to talk to her more. To asked her why is she being like that. but I don't want Andrea to see it. I thought about a plan on how to talk to her.

Jennifer's POV

Seeing Harry with Andrea is melting my heart. But I don't know if its right to tell Harry. I'm afraid what's his reaction will be. I'm afraid to know that he doesn't want me anymore. I showered as tears fell from my eyes. I want to erase the thoughts in my mind. Everything. I just want us to be a happy family. But a lot of what if's are on my mind. That night when I saw him with a girl can't get out of my mind.

I'm done showering, I put my bathrobe on, I wore my panties and dried my hair before I sleep when someone knock.

I narrowed my eyes thinking it's already 11 pm. I peek on the hole and I saw no one, so I decided to open the door when someone at my right pulls me.

It's Harry..

"What the-" he covers my mouth and went to a room. Then he opens the light, he let me sit in the bed before he removes his hand on my mouth.

"What are you doing!!" I screamed to him.

"I told you let's talk. This is me talking to you." He said sitting in front of me.

"Andrea is alone! I need to go back!" I told him as I stand up.

But he made me sit again in the bed, he's looking at me seriously.

"Don't worry. I paid someone to look for Andrea. We need to talk Jen."

He looked at me from my legs up to my face. And it's giving me chills.

"I missed you Jennifer Lynn" he said with his voice almost teasing.

"Just tell me everything you want so I can go back to my room with my daughter."

"You mean with OUR daughter." He said making me lost for words.

How did he knew? I looked at him with my eyes widen. I'm getting teary but I hold my tears back.

"How did?-"

"Earlier. I asked her everything. He told me his dad's name is Harry. Why Jen? Why didn't you tell me? It's been what? 3 years! And i'm here feeling worthless. Feeling stupid because I know nothing!!" He said crying.

"I looked for you Harry. When I knew that I was pregnant I went to your house but you left already.. Jason let me go when he knew about the baby. But it's too late because your already gone." I told him looking down.

He didn't say anything. He just keeps on crying. Then he kneeled in front of me and held my hands.

"I want us to be a family Jen. I want to marry you, like i've been wanting to do for almost 6 years. I want to stop thinking about the past, and start thinking about our future. Jennifer. This is it. I know.. This the right time for us. I want to be a father to Andrea and to every child we will have."  He said as he kissed my hands.

"But.. things are different now. You've got a girlfriend now" I said.

He looked at me about to laugh..

"Is that the reason why are you acting like this? O cmon! I don't have a girlfriend. I never had one. She's just my friend and she asked me to photograph her in the hotel. That's it."

"So you friend calls you baby and wrapped her arms around you?" I rolled my eyes to him.

"Models are sweet Jen. But beleive me. I never had a girlfriend after you. I never kissed anyone, never had sex with anyone.. because it's always been your lips that I want to kiss, your body that I want to feel. and you that I want to love for the rest of our lives." He said as he lingers his hands through my legs...

He leaned closer to me, our lips inches apart. He's looking at me like the first time he laid eyes on me. And it never change. It will never change.

She gazed at my lips then look at me in the eyes again,

And with so much longingness, he cupped my cheeks and said,

"Please, make love to me.."