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3:47pm.

From Shay:

"Hey, today you looked sad. Are you okay? Xx"

Seen 3:51pm.

To Shay:

"hi, yeah i'm fine dw xx"

From Shay:

"Are you sure? C'mon you can tell me anything, I'm always here for you and won't judge. Xx"

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"That's why we're 'in a relationship', it means if one of us is sad, it makes the other person sad and they'll do whatever they can to help the victim. Xx"

Seen 4:15pm.

To Shay:

"yeah i said i was fine didn't i shay? don't worry about me. xx"

From Shay:

"It's my job to worry, I love you. Xx"

Seen 4:23pm.

To Shay:

"i know you do xx"

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":)"

From Shay:

"What are you doing anyway, you seem busy? Xx"

Seen 5:02pm.

To Shay:

"yeah sorry, i'm just helping my mum around the house and stuff, i'll talk to you later okay?"

From Shay:

"Sure, love you xxx"

To Shay:

"love you too, shay."

Seen 5:04pm.

9:12pm.

From Shay:

"What time is 'later'? X"

Seen 11:33pm.

To Shay:

"i'm finally done. i'm so stressed out shay you don't even understand. everything is so overwhelming i'm going absolutely crazy?!?! xo"

From Shay:

"Oh baby, talk to me about it. Rant, I don't mind:) Xx"

To Shay:

"it's just life idk i'm like having to do so much around the house with my dad and mum always busy at work, my brother is also being a lazy shit though i love him to pieces, he can sometimes get off his fat ass and clear after himself?! you know what he said today to me?! he said its a girls job to clean so i should do it?! i was pissed off af shay you don't even understand. i screamed at him saying that he shouldn't even be in the house anymore, he should be in a job or making a life for himself and not ruining my life. i didn't meant the last bit of course but i was angry. you know how i can be:( you should've seen his far shay... he was angry but i could see he was trying to mask the pain... i feel like shit rn. to top it all off i need to decide which university i want to go to. i can't believe we're finishing college soon, i can just remember when we started... we've changed so much. i'm scared life will separate us shay i don't want that, i don't want to lose you. i love you. xx"

From Shay:

"gosh wow, give me a min to read all of that baby lol"

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"Okay first of all, don't go beating yourself over what you said to Jai. He had it coming."

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"Secondly don't stress yourself too much around the house, call me and I'll come over in a heartbeat to come and help you, you know I'd love to get out of the house baby."

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"Thirdly, baby you're the most intelligent and beautiful girl I know and any university is going to be blessed to have you, don't you worry. And life may make things hard for us but I love you so much and we won't let us break apart, that's a promise."

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"Stop worrying and start smiling baby, I promise. It's all going to be okay in the end. I love you. xx"

Seen 11:41pm.

To Shay:

"i don't deserve you you're too perfect to be real shay xx"

From Shay:

"Stop talking about yourself and come on Skype so I can drool over your beauty xx"

Seen 11:41pm.

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