12:00am.
From Carlson:
"Week 3 without shay, ur doing well kid."
From William:"WEEK THREEEEEE KILL EM"
From Zara:"I can hear your phone going off so I thought I should join in, despite being in the same room;)."
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"YO HOE, WEEK THREE YOU'RE DOING SO AMAZING WE'RE SO VERY PROUD OF YOU BABES."
I smile to myself, and try to fall asleep knowing that my friends are rooting for me to keep 'strong'. I know they're worried about looking after a depressing girl who's love life sucks so hard.
Aka, the next Taylor Swift.I fall asleep though thinking about the one thing I've thought about for ages though.
And that's Shay.
No matter how hard I try to forget about him, I just can't help but think about him all the time. It's like a natural thing for me.
I don't tell the others this though, they'd be pretty disappointed in me. I'm disappointed in me too.
I had actually deactivated my Facebook, Kik, Twitter, Snapchat. Everything that I had Shay on basically. And I even blocked Shay's number on my phone, so now even if he does break our rule and tries and contacts me before a month, he can't.
I'm always one step ahead of him as he's two steps behind.
#girlpower.
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