12:00am.
From Carlson:
"Week 3 without shay, ur doing well kid."
From William:
"WEEK THREEEEEE KILL EM"
From Zara:
"I can hear your phone going off so I thought I should join in, despite being in the same room;)."
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"YO HOE, WEEK THREE YOU'RE DOING SO AMAZING WE'RE SO VERY PROUD OF YOU BABES."
I smile to myself, and try to fall asleep knowing that my friends are rooting for me to keep 'strong'. I know they're worried about looking after a depressing girl who's love life sucks so hard.
Aka, the next Taylor Swift.
I fall asleep though thinking about the one thing I've thought about for ages though.
And that's Shay.
No matter how hard I try to forget about him, I just can't help but think about him all the time. It's like a natural thing for me.
I don't tell the others this though, they'd be pretty disappointed in me. I'm disappointed in me too.
I had actually deactivated my Facebook, Kik, Twitter, Snapchat. Everything that I had Shay on basically. And I even blocked Shay's number on my phone, so now even if he does break our rule and tries and contacts me before a month, he can't.
I'm always one step ahead of him as he's two steps behind.
#girlpower.
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