4:20pm.
From Zara:
"One weeks gone and I havent even heard from you oh my. Whats going on?"
To Zara:
"damn, isn't it like midnight in england rn?"
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"sorry i havent messaged you. ive just been really busy with family."
From Zara:
"Aha, yes it is midnight here. Im with the fiancé. Ray is really spoiling me. We're planning the wedding."
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"I guess thats a reasonable excuse. Nonetheless youre still my best friend and I need to know your gossip..."
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"So whats going on with Shay?"
To Zara:
"im hoping to get an invite then? & of course you just crave off gossip, nosey parker!"
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"okay. not perfect. theyre okay. in a way theyre slightly confusing as i don't know what to feel when around him. he takes me out and things are great, really really lovely and i feels so amazing just to be with him again... then i just can't help but think of him and vanessa. i just want to kill her."
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"it doesnt feel like a joke anymore."
From Zara:
"Why?????????"
To Zara:
"idk i just want to hurt her. she deserves it. she deserves to feel the pain that i felt all my life because of her, or the pain that shay felt because of her."
From Zara:
"Idek what to say to that. You sound so serious. Idk what to say or do to talk you out of it. Just don't idk, go too extreme yeah? I want you to be my maid of honour:))))))))))"
To Zara:
"awwww really? thanks zara ily."
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"i'll think about things. i'm visiting shay at uni today, he wants to show me around."
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"we're not like officially together again but then again, we didn't even properly break up did we?"
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"confusing af."
From Zara:
"Ilyt beautiful. Anyway, Im gonna go sleep now like a good girl, not you who stays up to 4am gosh?! Tell me all if anything happens!!x"
To Zara:
"yeh of course, you'd be the first i'd tell dont you worry my dear x."
Delivered
*
I waited quite patiently outside my house for Shay to pick me up and take me to his university building; he had just recently learnt to drive so he had insisted on taking me there himself.
He was already ten minutes late.
I was about to go back inside, wrap myself in a nice warm blanket and turn on a cliche movie when I hear thudding sounds coming from down the road. Of course it's from the stereo of a hooligan. Aka Shay.
