3. "I gave you so much and I got this in return?"
5. "You don't have to say it twice. I'll leave you."
7. "Tell me you also know what's it like to have a broken heart."
(y/n pov)
You turned the camera on and walked over to your bean bag, plopping down with a sigh. You wiped at your face and tighten the bun on your head. "Hi guys," You said quietly. You let out a nervous laugh and wiped your tears again.
"So we broke up," You said. You shook your head, tears threatening to fall once again. You sighed and wiped them away, looking at the camera. "I- maybe it wasn't meant to be, or we just, we didn't work out, but, we broke up," You said, trying not to cry. You took in another deep breath.
"I just felt like I owe it to you guys, and to myself to let you know," You started, taking in another breath. "I'd rather you hear it l-like this than any other way." You sighed, wiping your nose on your sleeve.
"It's 1:38 in the morning," You said in a few minutes. "And, yeah, sitting in my living room alone, crying," You said with another sarcastic laugh.
"Well, Ethan's coming over with ice cream," You told the camera. You felt less alone like this, talking to your fans. "I don't think you'll be getting any more videos with Matt anymore," You said, crying again.
"I hate crying, I'm so sorry," You said, wiping your eyes. "But, yeah, Ethan's coming over with ice cream, said he'd have dairy," You said with a smile.
"He helped me set, set up the camera, and he was off," You said, putting the hood of your sweatshirt up, tightening the strings. "Gray called too, wanted to fly back here from his modeling gig," You said with a smile shaking your head.
"I don't deserve them, I have the best friends in the world," You said. You smiled to yourself and tried not to think of your now ex-boyfriend. But what had happened not even 2 hours ago was still fresh in your mind.
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"Well, I'm sorry you wanted to wait," He said. You were already crying and couldn't even stand to look at him. You closed your eyes.
"So you cheated on me? You cheated because your girl-girlfriend wanted to wait?" You asked. He rolled his eyes, clenching his fists. "You couldn't have broken up with me? Because cheating's a lot worse, Matt," You said, sobs leaving your mouth.
"You're making such a big deal out of this y/n, it's not that big-" You cut him off, anger rising within you.
"A big deal? This is a fucking huge deal! You cheated on me!" You yelled. You didn't care that it was night time. You didn't care that the neighbors might overhear. "I gave you so much and I get this in return?" You asked, wiping your eyes with your sleeves.
"Look, it was a mistake, alright, I still love you and-" You cut Matt off once again.
"Love me? You didn't fucking love me when you were fucking her, huh?" You yelled. He let out a loud sigh, rubbing his temples. "I'm done." You whispered, looking at the floor.
"Are we breaking up then?" He asked. You looked up, tears in your eyes. Not a single one in his.
"I'm breaking up with you, get out of my fucking apartment." You said. Matt rolled his eyes, walking towards the door. You sighed, dropping onto your couch.
"You don't have to say it twice," He said, opening the door. "I'll leave you."
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"I love you all-" But you were cut off by the sound of the door to your apartment opening. You looked up to see Ethan kicking off his shoes. "Say hi to the video," You told him as he walked over. He smiled at you, before plopping down on the rug next to you.
"Hi!" He said. You winced at his voice and he let out a chuckle. "Too loud?" He asked. You nodded. He smiled and wrapped an arm around your shoulder, placing a bag in front of you.
"Ice cream?" You asked, opening the bag. He nodded and you pulled out a tub. "It's not dairy-free," You said to him. He shrugged.
"You don't like the dairy-free ice cream," Ethan said, taking a pint for himself. You wrapped your arms around him in a hug. "You're welcome," He said as you pulled away. You smiled.
"Wanna eat it on camera then?" You asked him. Ethan shrugged and went to get you both spoons. Sitting back down next to you, you both opened your containers of ice cream. "Here you go guys, Ethan Dolan going NOT dairy-free," You said. Ethan chuckled and shook his head.
Ethan took a bite of the ice cream and let out a sigh. "Not gonna lie," He started. "Kinda missed chocolate ice cream," He said. You let out a laugh, the first real one of the night. Ethan smiled at you and you ate your ice cream.
"Okay, well," You said to the camera. "That's it, I guess?" You said. Ethan nodded.
"We'll just be eating our ice cream," He said to the camera. You smiled.
"I'm, um, probably going to be off of social media for some time, I'm sorry about that," You said, resting your ice cream on Ethan's knee as you wiped at your eyes. "Love you guys, and see you when I'm not crying," You said with a smile waving. Ethan waved too, before getting up and turning the camera off.
He came and sat next to you as you ate your ice cream. You gave him a small smile. "Feeling any better?" He asked quietly. You shrugged, shaking your head, tears forming again.
"Tell me you also know what it's like to have a broken heart," You said, tears rolling down your face. He sighed and moved up to sit next to you. Putting his ice cream down, he wrapped both arms around you and you leaned into him, crying.
"I do," He whispers, stroking your hair. "And it gets better, okay?" You shake your head.
"I just- why did he, why did he have to do that to me?" You asked Ethan. Ethan shrugged and shook his head. You sighed, crying into his shoulder. Ethan rubbed up and down your back. "I hate him," You said in a few moments.
"I hate him too," He said. You cried harder and Ethan pulled you into him. "I don't like seeing you cry," He whispered, hugging you tight. You pulled away from him slowly, wiping your eyes.
"I'm sorry, E, I'm just so-" He cut you off and shook his head.
"You have nothing to be sorry about, okay?" He asked. You sighed and he shook his head. "You deserve better, so much better," He said, leaning forward to pull down the hood of your sweatshirt, which you'd stolen from Gray.
"Is there something wrong with me? Is that why he doesn't want me anymore?" You whispered, more to yourself than to Ethan. "I was so in love with him," You whispered, shutting your eyes tight. Ethan sighed and leaned over your beanbag to hug you again.
"Nothing's wrong with you, y/n, stop," He whispered to you. You shook your head, hiding your face in his neck. "Shh..." He whispered, locking his arms around you.
You cried for a moment in his arms, slowly pulling away, a while later. "The ice cream probably melted," You said with a small smile, picking yours back up. Ethan smiled.
"I kinda like it better melted," He said, taking his. You smiled rolling your eyes. "You wanna watch a movie or something?" He asked. You looked at the time and looked at him.
"You should go home, it's getting late, E," You said to him. He shook his head, leaning back against your couch and resting his head against your shoulder.
"I'm not leaving until we fix that heart of yours," He said, eating his ice cream.
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AN// okay hello, i fucked up and posted my last imagine,, shot//e.d to my other book and i just realized and well it's off of there and up on here now, so im so sorry about that jheez im an idiot
