The Colour of Sadness

their love, my love

I had a lot of love
For the ocean
Before the waves came crashing down on me

I had a lot of love
For the rain
Before the water started to rise

I had a lot of love
For the world
Before it ended

I had a lot of love
Before I lost my way back home

On these roads that lead to nowhere and everywhere

I'm going, I'm going , going home

I've had so much, for so long
That I don't know,
How to get back up again

I've held on to too much, for too long
That I don't know
What letting go means anymore

I had a lot of love
For the birds
Before they stopped singing

I had a lot of love
For the flowers
Before they started wilting

And I had a lot of love
For myself
Before the world told me
I was never enough

And I died a little
Inside
Along with everything
I gave my love to