Crazy | bts x Jimin

十八

(The song guys. The song. Listen to the songs. The lyrics have links to the story.)

Jimin pov

I sat there in my office, alone. The guards came two hours ago to bring the boys away, they were shocked to see 4 of them behaving very weirdly. I just brush them away by saying they just had their treatment, they might have some reaction to the treatment.

Their siblings, they left an hour ago, having talked to me about their brothers who seem to be weird. Funny how they also cared about Seokjin. I almost laughed at their fake care but I didn't say anything towards that at all, just simply replying as professional as possible.

Now I'm drowning in my thoughts. I'm really questioning my actions right now. Is it right to hide the truth from them?

I still remember when we were younger, they all confessed their love for me at the same time. I didn't get to give my answer to them because they were dragged away by Jay and the rest of the siblings, they also pulled Jin and Jungkook away as well.

I kept their love letters still but now they don't even remember me at all. I will just reappear as the heartless psychiatrist then.

I meant it when I say I'm a little crazy because who isn't when their love is taken from them harshly.

"Being a psychiatrist isn't easy..." I muttered under my breath.

The boys treat me like a stranger right now, only thinking I am their psychiatrist and nothing more. I pack up my stuff before walking out and locking up the building. I walked to the park I would always meet them for dates, play dates, don't get the wrong idea.

I sat at the bench near the playground we always played at, reliving the wonderful memories with them. I have been thinking for quite some time now, maybe I should go visit them at prison.

I check the time before going to grab a taxi to go to the prison they were at. I literally forgot to take off my coat anyway so I have a good reason to go.

I brought the lollipop with me, maybe relive memories once again? I don't really know why I'm going to meet them when I saw them just 2 hours ago.

I don't think my feelings for them stayed over the years that have already passed. I've moved on and they seem like they moved on as well.

I reached the place and was stopped at the entrance. I paid for the ride and walked up to the guard house. I gave him my ID and he gave me a visitor pass, well it isn't really a visitor pass because I'm here on the job, or so they thought.

They brought me to the 6 boys who were currently having dinner. I sat next to the boys and they were shocked to see me there.

"Hey guys, hope you aren't too scared of me?" I giggled for the first time in very long when I saw the shocked faces they had.

The 4 boys seem to be normal which was good. Today wasn't supposed to be long lasting anyway.

"Hyung!" Jungkook jumped at me and gave me a side hug and I hugged back as well.

"Hi kookie." I place a kiss on his forehead. He still has his bunny smile.

The boys were shocked that I showed affection to Jungkook.

"Jimin this is not fair, why don't you show us affection too!" Jin pouted. The rest of the boys agreed and pouted together with Jin.

I chuckled at my patients' childishness, "It's okay, I care about all of you the same." I gave my eye smile which made some of them coo at me.

"Well eat your food quickly. I get to keep you guys out of your cells for a while." After I said that, Jungkook tried to feed me his food.

I looked at him with a puzzled expression.

"Say ahh hyung." He looks so happy trying to feed me food from his plate. So I just ate it and slowly chewed on the food I was given.

The rest of the boys also tried to feed me, making me regret the decision of accepting Jungkook. So I just ate from all their spoons which made them have huge smiles on their faces.

"Why are you feeding me?" I asked and all of them just smiled.

"Cause we all love you Jiminie." That nickname, it was what they used to call me in the past.

"You guys remember me? I thought you don't remember me anymore." I said as tears stream down my face.

"Jiminie, don't cry... of course we remember you, why wouldn't we?" Hoseok came over and push my head to his chest, letting me cry into his warmth.

"But...you guys...I thought..." I stammered as I grabbed tightly onto Hoseok's shirt which is becoming wet from my tears.

"Nahh never would we forget you Jiminie. You are too damn precious to be forgotten." Jin had a smile on his face, the smile I always used to see.

"Aren't you all good at acting then..." I sniffled.

I have to cover up the truth, it is my only way to continue. I'm sorry but I have to keep up with the treatment. I just hope they won't hate me at the end of the day.