Crazy | bts x Jimin

二十一

Call me crazy but I know you love it.

Walking out, he threw on the clothes he had taken and wrapped his hand up before picking up the broken mirror pieces.

He is honestly very tired and doesn't bother eating anything before falling into bed and ready to fall asleep. He stares up at the ceiling of his room.

"Aish!" Jimin sat up before grabbing some sweatpants to eat at some restaurant or cafe in the area since it isn't too late into the evening yet, or he would settle for the convenience store.

He walked in the chilly night, no coat, just a simple shirt to shield him from the harsh winds. His hair being blown back by the wind as he looks up to the sky.

His hands stuffed into his pockets. Honestly he doesn't know what to do with the last two rooms, he never actually gotten this far with his treatments.

He walked into the convenience store and grabbed his cup noodles with an egg and some cheese slices, topping it off with a cheese sausage.

He walked to the counter and paid for his things, funny enough, he sees Suga standing behind the cash register with a bored expression on his face.

"Long time no see Jimin. I didn't expect you to meet all of them again." That cold tone he had always been used to receiving just easing off the tongue:

"And you haven't changed after such a long time Suga." Jimin smiled. He simply smiled. He knows they want to get a negative reaction out of him. He just wouldn't.

"Did Mr Crazy here punch something that it hurt you? You better stop whatever plans you have Jimin, it isn't funny at all." Suga scanned Jimin's items, a scowl on his face.

"Oh I'm so glad you noticed, but please mind your own business. After all they are my patients, I will do as I please, without your approval." Jimin still kept that big smile on his face.

"Your total is $12." Suga didn't even reply Jimin, he didn't feel the need to anyway. Those reactions, those are definitely not normal.

Jimin paid and went to the hot water station to fill his cup with hot water. He then sat quietly at a corner, out of Suga's sight and started eating.

His mind thinking of ways to deal with the last two rooms — grey and purple.

He remembers Taehyung saying that purple symbolises true and long lasting love, oh how would he love to destroy that believe completely.

There is no such thing as true and long lasting love, not un Jimin's dictionary.

He quickly finishes his noodles before throwing them into the trash and leaving the place to go back home. He doesn't want to do this but he have to.

He wont be that soft hearted idiot who lets anyone trample over him anymore.

A sigh escapes his lips as he once again steps into his own home. It symbolises his heart, dark and almost hollow. It is a minimalistic room with minimal furniture.

He can't help but chuckle how well this fits the description of his heart.

He walked into his room and once again plop down on his bed.

"Those lollipops have sleeping pills in them, hopefully it wouldn't be enough to kill them. I've not have my fun yet." Jimin mutters before pulling the covers higher and falling asleep slowly.

If only time could heal everything, then all of this would have never happened.

If only time is the only necessity for everyone, then nothing would have happen.

"If only love didn't exist, would it be better for everyone."