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Ch//20 I Should Have Never Went To That Stupid Party p.3

"Hayden, what the hell are you talking about?" Johnny said, folding his arm over his chest as I approached behind him.

They were making quite a scene. Everyone was watching, and the Dj stopped the music. "Don't act like you don't know"

"What?"

"From day one, you wanted to be in my shoes. Have everything I had, even when it meant nothing to you"

"Your talking crazy Hayden"

"No, your just scared to hear the truth. In fact, why don't we enlighten everyone on it" Brynn stopped slouching over and focused on the heated argument between them two.

"Why don't I start off with the fact the you used me to get to Kenzie"

"Really dude. That—"

"No no, I understand that it was high school and I should get over it, but you really wanted everything I had. And when you didn't get your way, you found another solution. Isn't that right Brynn?" I turned my head to Brynn as she started getting teary eyed.

"Shut up Hayden"

"Or what Johnny? You gonna break my nose again? Which in fact, was never supposed to happen. But I'd do anything for you. So I let myself get trampled on just so you could get the girl. But now I done with that, because I love her"

No no no no no. Why did he have to bring me into this?! This is not going to end well.

Johnny's face turned red and he started balling his fists. "What?" He said through gritted teeth.

I swear, every time I'm at a party nothing ever goes well.

"But really Johnny, was it worth it?"

"Hayden..I'm warning you"

"Did you have fun? Sleeping with Brynn?" My heart stopped.

But then it started again, once I realized I had to live.

I've heard so many bad things, but..this was bad bad. My head started spinning and I had to catch my breath to actually see straight.

"Hayden, your drunk. There's no way that actually happened right?" I asked turning my head to Johnny, who was forcefully keeping his face away from me. "Right?.." I sounded way more sad this time.

I can't believe—no. I must be dreaming.

I turned to Brynn, who was silent to say the least. And Brynn is never silent. "Brynnie? Please..no" Brynn put her head down after I spoke. Almost like she was ashamed to look at me.

This honestly can't be true. I mean come on, she's my best friend! She would never do this. Shouldn't I be right?

"I'm so sorry Kenz" she finally spoke up to me. I just couldn't take it anymore.

I ran out the house, pushing past the group of people who all had gaping holes in their mouths.

Yeah, I'm just as shocked as you.

I heard someone call after me, but I just kept running. Running, until I was at a loss of breath. I think I started having a panic attack. I stopped where I was, it was dark and no cars on the road.

One street light was on, down the street across from me. I tumbled over and hit the ground. I flipped myself over and looked up at the sky.

I felt like I was choking so I sat up. I tried breathing slower but nothing was working. I felt like I was dying.

I started hyperventilating. That's when I heard someone's footsteps rush up to me. My heart was wishing it was Johnny, but we all already know I never get what I want.

"Kenz! Kenzie! Oh my gosh, are you okay?!" Obviously I wasn't okay, but that person didn't see that until they got closer.

My sight was blurred, but I could feel hands grab my shoulders. "Breath Kenzie. Breathe. Slow. Your going to be fine, everything is okay. Think of a cool water stream, flowers blooming, clouds taking shape"

I don't know how, but what was being said was working.

"There you go. See, I told you it would be fine" I started blinking, trying to make out who it was. I only saw dark hair, so it could possibly be anyone.

"Kenz?" I didn't know where they were anymore, I was seeing triple.

"Do you know who I am?" I shook my head no slowly. "It's Isaak" I got happy a little on the inside. "Oh...I couldn't see you. I mean, I still can't"

"It's okay. Just know that I'm smiling" I honestly just got butterflies. "Me too" he laughed again. And I felt so good to hear someone be happy around me. "I know Kenz. I can see you" I could tell he was still smiling, even though I couldn't see him.

"Is it okay if I do something?" I didn't know what he was talking about, but I still nodded my head.

A few seconds later, I felt lips on mine. The world stopped spinning, and I felt like I was floating on a million little stars.

Once he pulled away, all I could do was smile. But then everything went black and I hit my head on the ground.

The only thing I heard was a ringing sound, fading out the noise of him calling my name.

"Kenz! Kenzie! Oh god! It's going to be fine, I'm going to help you!"