Rains of Darkness (Celebrity Series #2) [EDITING]

Darkness 36

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Chapter 36

Next Plan

My first plan after staying Iloilo for two days is very risky. Sa naisip kong gawin, I don't think my memories won't trigger anymore. Desperada na akong maalala ang lahat. Gayunpaman, hindi pa rin ako nakakasiguro kung magtatagumpay iyon kaya nga may susunod na plano. My memories didn't come back when I was in Ilo-ilo, how much more this right?

"Sheen..." ani Ark sa sobrang gulat.

Gulat na gulat siya nang makita ako pagkatapos niya akong mapagbuksan sa kanyang unit. His eyes were so wide and he's very stilled, tila isang milagro na naroon ako. I was looking directly to him until I noticed how his eyes shaken with supressing tears. Hindi siya makapaniwalang lumapit sa akin at walang pasubaling niyakap ako nang mahigpit.

"Sheen..." He murmured. "H-How... How... Fuck!"

I hugged him back. Ibinaon niya ang kanyang mukha sa aking leeg. Pumikit ako at mas lalong naging desperada sa gagawin.

"W-Where are you, baby? Saan ka galing?" aniya at sinikop ang mukha ko. "You make me so fucking worried. You should have told me where are you,"

"Sorry."

His breathing heave. "I even thought you were angry that's why you left. Fuck! I thought you already left me."

Hinila niya ulit ako at niyakap. I feel his frustration so much. Kulang na lang ay ipitin niya ako sa sobrang higpit ng yakap niya. Pakiramdam ko rin ay maiiyak na siya. I sighed and closed my eyes. Babawi ako ngayon. I'll make sure this day will be unforgettable for you.

Nag-angat ako ng tingin sa kanya habang yakap-yakap niya pa rin ako. He looked at me with bloodshot eyes. Pumungay ang mga mata ko.

"I'll explain." I said slowly.

Nagtiim bagang siya. "You should be. You scared me so much..."

"I'm sorry." I smiled. "Pwede ba tayong pumasok? Magpapaliwanag ako."

Matagal siyang tumitig sa akin. I smiled and bit my lower lip. Kalauna'y tumango siya at pinapasok na rin ako.

I watched him intensely when he clicked the door close. Nang humarap siya sa akin ay hindi na ako nag-alinlangan pa. Hinila ko ang damit niya at agad na inatake nang malalim na halik ang kanyang labi.

I felt him stilled so hard. I pulled him more closer until I was able to hook my arms on his neck. Nagpatuloy ako sa paghalik. I closed my eyes and start trailing my hands to his body.

"Sheen..." He whispered but I sealed his mouth again.

He cursed softly when I sought entrance to his mouth. Hinawakan niya ang beywang ko upang ipirmi ako sa kinatatayuan pero hindi ako nagpatinag. I kissed him deeply and aggressively, seducting him to response by rubbling my hands down to his abdomen.

Malakas siyang napamura at kumawala sa halik pero hinila ko ulit siya, itinulak sa sofa at muling inatake ng halik habang dinadaganan ko siya.

This is my only way to remember that memories... I am giving the same scene so that I can remember my memory... where he violated me before.

Agresibo ang aking mga galaw. I don't care if I looked like a freaking lusty desperate woman anymore. The most important to me right now is the memories I'm aiming to remember.

Gulantang siyang napatingin sa akin. I place my knees beside his waist both sides and bowed down to capture his lips more. Umupo ako paharap sa kandungan niya. Ayaw pa niyang tumugon nung una pero dahil naging mas agresibo ang mga halik ko'y napamura siya nang marahas.