Chapter 37Heart Beating
< ARK >
After that intimate night, I woke in the morning... with no traces of Sheen in the bed.
Mabilis akong napabangon nang makitang wala siya sa buong kwarto. The bathroom is silent so I'm sure she's not there. Umikot ang mga mata ko sa buong silid at nakitang wala na rin ang mga damit niya. No traces left even a single thing from her. Lahat ng gamit mula sa kanya, wala akong nakita.
But my hopes still up. Umaasa akong makikita ko lang siya sa kusina pero kahit wala rin siya roon ay umaahon pa rin ang pag-asa ko.
Maybe, she just went home immediately? Went ashamed after our first night?
Bumuntong-hininga ako. I'm too stupid to wake up late. Ang gusto kong mangyari kinaumagahan ay ang makita siya at ang makapag-usap kami. What happened last night was fast. Ni hindi ko inaasahang mangyari iyon pagkatapos nang dalawang araw na pagkabaliw ko dahil nawala siya. She came back to me with no further notice, went horrifyingly lusty and aggressive, until I ended up claiming her.
She couldn't get away from me from now on. Kahit anong mangyari, akin siya. I know everything happens too fast pero hindi lang siya ang sinisisi ko roon. Mas sinisisi ko ang sarili. I can control her but I lost mine. I lost my control and patience because I know, I've been fantasizing her. Hindi ko tinatanggi iyon. Her aggressiveness and hotness triggered my lusty imaginations to her, kaya kagabi'y hindi ko magawang limitahan ang sarili ko.
Her kisses melted me. Her moans made me so hard. Her touches drive me entirely crazy. Sa gabing iyon ay isa lang ang nasa utak ko. Iyon ay ang maangkin siya ng tuluyan, puso't isip at katawan.
Kung nahihiya man siya dahil sa kapusukan niya kagabi, mas mahihiya siya ngayon kapag maabutan ko siya. I make her more exhausted in bed again until she couldn't walk away anymore. That's her punishment for leaving me early.
"Urgh," I cursed.
Wala siya nang madatnan ko sa kanyang bahay. Sarado iyon at sigurado akong walang tao. Bumuntong-hininga ako at nag-isip ng possible pa niyang puntahan.
Is she on jog? But it's 9am already? Went on coffee shop? Eat in the restaurant? Doing boxing? Elvira's unit? Where?
I get my phone and type her number. Tinawagan ko iyon at kahit isang ring, hindi ko narinig. Her phone is off and she's out of coverage area! Where the heck is she? Ngayon pa talaga siya aalis pagkatapos ng nangyari sa amin? Ngayon pang gustong-gusto ko siyang makita?
I was worried the whole time. Kahit noong nasa station na ako at nagmemeeting, siya palagi ang naiisip ko. I remembered she was confined on the hospital and left, came back to me after two days, and then left again.
How was she? Nahimatay siya! Does she has enough rest? Saan siya nagpapahinga ng dalawang araw? Bakit siya umalis?
Fuck, baby. Where the heck are you?
"After this meeting, you will going to meet Danica. She's the photographer of the DW watch endorsed to you." sabi ni Tita Janny pagkatapos ng meeting sa station.
I'm still busy on contacting Sheen's line. Natigil lang nang makapasok na kami ni Tita Janny sa elevator. I bit my lower lip and titled my head. Tumagal ang titig sa akin ni Tita.
"Is there anything wrong? Kanina ka pa hindi mapakali."
Umiling ako. "Nothing. I just can contact Sheena."
"Sheena? Iyong kaibigan ni Elvira?"
I licked my lower lip. Sa totoo lang, natatakot ako sa biglaang pagsabog ng kaba sa dibdib ko kanina. Now that he mentioned Elvira, nabuhayan ako ng loob. She might know where Sheena is! After all, she's her friend.
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