Seduction [COMPLETED]

chapter 46

Tae left Jungkook.....he was still on the floor as he couldn't gather up the strength to stand up from there....his heart was aching badly....those words of tae....everything was true....he did all this.....he is the worst man in this world who abused his own love....didn't even think of what the other person was actually going through....& the worst part is....

He didn't even realize....tae had feelings for him...the whole time he was in love with a beast like him....

I....what did i do tae!!...i messed up everything....we could lead a happy life if i...aghhhh!!!!!!!! What thee fuck did i do.....he is right...if he wanted....he could leave me easily...he didn't..i keep scaring him...but he didn't leave.....what the fuck was i thinking about!!!!!......Jungkook grips his hair in his fist in anger....

How on the earth i can make everything right!!!...i wanna apologize to him....i have to apologize...even if he never forgives me..& um not actually worthy of forgiving.but still...i wanna apologize through my whole life..it would be better if you kill myself tae...rather than hurting yourself..Jungkook cries clenching his fist....

I love you tae...nobody ever taught me how to love...i was taught to be snatch everything...if...if i met you earlier tae...if i met you earlier...

But....i won't give up tae....i will apologize to you...i will atone for what i did to you...even..for that...for that i have to..

"Kill Myself"

Jungkook wipes his tears....

(A few days passed)

After that incident in Jungkook's office...tae never did appear before Jungkook again...he changed the schedule & asked for outdoor photoshoot....Jungkook was dying to see tae....just one glimpse...that will do...but he couldn't get the chance...

He was passing every night sleepless...all day night all he was thinking about how to apologize to tae..how to make him believe how much he love him...how his life has become miserable after he lost tae..he wanted to hug tae tightly that he could never go away from him..nobody can take him away.....but it was not possible...tae hates him...& he promised....he will ruin his own self to destroy Jungkook.....Jungkook couldn't dare to take a single step after that.....

Dawson....Jungkook calls for his butler.

Yes,young master...

Can you do me favor?? Jungkook asks pleading...

Don't say like that young master...i will do everything for you...just tell me...Dawson replies in a sad voice..

Can you find out where taehyung's photoshoot will be held today??

But master...will that be okay???...u know...mr.kim...doesn't...dawson doesn't finish his words...

I know Dawson..i know he doesn't want to see me...he hates me.....don't worry...i won't go near him...i will keep my distance far away...i will hide myself...i just want to see him Dawson....if i don't see him for a another day..i don't know...what will i do...i will go insane Dawson....i want to see my love....even i have to conceal my existence.....Jungkook says looking down....

Dawson sighs looking Jungkook like this...um arranging everything young master....

Tae's photoshoot today was in a park...usually people don't crowd in there...but today there was some people who just came to see tae....

Tae was feeling exhausted...it was quite hot in there..sweating was all over his body...but the photographer wasn't giving him any break...it was quite tiring for him...he was totally focusing on his photoshoot...he doesn't want anything to go wrong...he was so focused that he didn't even realize.......a man was standing in a distance looking at him with mesmerized eyes.....without blinking....hiding himself behind a tree.....everytime Jungkook see tae....he feels like his beauty is beyond this world...he can't even take his eyes off him....

Jungkook looks at tae for some moments...a smile appears on the corner of his lips...

Hello tae....Jungkook whispers smiling.

I haven't see you in a while now...how are you tae??? Do you take your meal properly??you are getting Skinner day by day..um worried about you tae..your body seems to be so fragile.do you sleep properly....you have to take care of yourself tae...don't hurt yourself to make me regret tae..don't harm yourself..i have lost you twice tae....i can't lose you anymore...you can kill me if you want....but don't hurt yourself.....

Jungkook murmurs sadly looking at tae......

I missed you tae...i missed you so much....will you able to love me again??

Can we start over again??? From that day...when you kissed me running towards me??? Can i have that day back tae???

I wanted you to remember me...i wanted you to remember that day...that beautiful day....

Hey!!! Warp up everything...it's raining.....Jungkook snaps out of his daze when he hears the photographer shouting....everyone was running here & there to protect themselves from the rain.........except one.....

Jungkook looks at that person...that beautiful person...who was standing still in the rain stretching his hands...to touch the rain to feel it...he was stretching his hands closing his eyes, as if he wants to embrace it fully.....Jungkook keep look at him startled...he never seen tae like this before...it feels like there was no one else except him & tae...tae was sinking in his own world & Jungkook was looking at his only world without blinking....how can you be this beautiful tae???....

Little did Jungkook know...closing eyes...tae was recalling the dream once he had before...that dream where Jungkook appears holding an umbrella on a rainy night & pulls tae in his embrace to protect him from the rain...all tae was thinking about Jungkook & that warm hug....

I want to hug you Jungkook....tae murmurs....

If only......i could hug you right now tae.....tears falls from Jungkook's eyes...