Lazarbeam Love Triangles!(Fanfiction)

I'm sorry baby

Once I get back from the store I ask Liv if she could drop me off at Lannan's. Once I arrive at Lannan's I knock on the door and Tannar opens up.

Tannar: hey girl how are you feeling?
(She leans in giving me a hug)
Y/N: I'm fine. I don't remember shit from last night!
Tannar: I'm glad you don't. I wish I didn't either.
Y/N: Kath let me know on what happened. How's Lannan?
Tanner: He's good he's sleeping right now. Last night he was so upset with you and Bazz. I calmed him down once we got home. He understands now that you were super intoxicated and didn't know what was going on.
Y/N: we all had to much to drink. Do you think I can go check on him?
Tannar: yeah sure!

I lead myself into his room. He's facing away from the door so I can't see his face. Once I walk around the bed I see his face. He has a few bruses on him but not so much. Shit I wonder how Bazz looks right now. I tip toe to the bed not wanting to wake him up. I take off my shoes and slowly get under his white comforter with him. I could feel the warmth of his body. I lay down facing right towards him. He must have a bad hangover for me to be able to get in bed with him not waking up. I turn myself fitting perfect with his body being the little spoon. I feel his arm around me bringing me in closer. I feel him kissing my neck moving my hair away from the way. My heart starts beating faster. We haven't said one word to each other. His hand goes over my chest with his fingers caressing my breast from over my shirt.  I could feel the heat from his mouth as he starts to breath harder. Lannan? I say in a moaning way. I turn completely around looking into his hazel eyes. Right there in that moment we begin to make out. This was like never before. I'm so confused but yet I don't want it to stop. I'm guessing he wasn't mad at me and I at him. As our kissing turned into making love. It wasn't just having sex it had feelings and emotions attached to it. I've never felt this way before. After we finished, we literally layed in bed just staring at each other. I know it sounds wired but it was anything but that. It's like we knew already what we wanted to say and we were way past that. I begin to close my eyes drifting off into a sleep. Lannan closing his eyes with me. Several hours pass and I wake up to a dark room. I check my phone looking at the time it's 10:45pm. Crap I can't believe I've slept this much. I look over and Lannan isn't there and hasn't been for a while. I could tell because there wasn't any warmth to his side. I go out of the room looking towards his recording room and the lights are on. I walk up quietly as he faces his computer screen. I sneak up behind him hugging him. Giving him a kiss on his cheek. He grabs my arm and sits me on his lap.

Lannan: I'm sorry baby. I know I did wrong and overreacted.
Y/N: I'm sorry too. I drank way past my limit.
Lannan: you know I would do anything for you.
(He grabs my cheek)
Y/N: I know baby. Can we just go back to normal?
Lannan: yes we can. I do need to Apologize to Bazza though. I just wanted to make sure I'm okay with you 1st.
Y/N: you are baby.
(Both leaning in for a kiss)

Lannan was just so amazing. I know he has his tempers but it was all out of a good heart. For the rest of the night we ordered uber eats and just layed around watching Netflix. We had the whole night to ourselves. It was pretty sweet.