Lazarbeam Love Triangles!(Fanfiction)

False Hope

It's the morning after and I ask Lannan if we can go to the click house. So that I could go home and that way Lannan can apologize to Bazz. He agreed. We got dressed and got in the car. As we were pulling out Tannar comes out waving us down. She's on the phone with someone. Lannan pulls over and opens my window and Tannar comes towards us.

Tannar: mom wants to know if you are still going over on the weekend and bringing y/n.

Lannan: yes were still going
(He looks at me just to ensure I still want to go)

Tannar: okay cool mom said she will have your old room ready for you all.

We take off towards the click house. I'm nervous about going and apologizing to Bazz. I can see Lannan is just calm and he holds my knee while driving.

Lannan: you okay babe?

Y/N: I'm okay just a tad bit nervous.

Lannan: there's nothing to be nervous about baby.

Hearing those words gave me some comfort. As we pull in Lannan grabs my backpack from the back and comes around and opens my door. I get out calmly. He grabs my hand and we walk in together. Once we arrive at the door I open it up with my key. I see Cray, Marcus and Elliott on the sofa playing a madden game. I look over and see Liv and Kath at the bar sitting down while making some arts and crafts. I walk over to them and make conversation.

Kath: hey girl! Where have you been?

Y/N: I've been at Lannan's. We were just having some time to ourselves. How has it been here?

Liv: it's been quiet. We've pretty much all stayed to ourselves.

Y/N: I'm trying to listen into the boys conversation.

Kath: why?

Y/N: Lannan came with me to apologize after the other night's fiasco.

I can't really hear what they are saying.  I can hear Cray talking about the game and other crap. I think he already made his peace with everyone. As I still try and make small talk with the girls I see Lannan get up and head upstairs. I go and sit with the boys.

Cray: how are you mama?

Y/N: I'm doing a lot better. Feeling good. I'm happy we could put all this behind us and just get back to us being one big family.

Marcus: yes, definitely

Elliott: yeah I think this is good for all of us.

It's been about 30 minutes that passed and were all on the couch watching the boys now play mortal Kombat. I get a text on my phone from Lannan.

>> come to your room.

I get up and let them know I'll be back. I walk up stairs to my room and I see Lannan sitting and my PC setup.

Y/N: hey baby how did it go?
Lannan: it went good we put our differences aside and had a real good talk. We are all in the clear now.
Y/N: that's good baby I'm happy.
Lannan: I'm getting sleepy babe I think I'm going to head home already.
Y/N: that's fine. I'll see you on the weekend right?
Lannan: yes I'll be here to pick you up. I'll text you once I'm home.

I walk Lannan to the front door and he gives me a kiss. I'm so glad we are all good now. I go upstairs back to my room. When passing by Bazz's room I work up the courage to knock on Bazz's door. I hear him say "Come in". He's sitting at his desk with his back facing towards me. I walk up and he turns around. I'm in utter shock as to what I see. I gasped and put my hands over my mouth. He has a black eye to the point where he is unable to open it.

Y/N: omg bazz I'm so sorry!

Bazza: oh this? I'm fine I can't even feel it.

Y/N: this is all my fault
(I sit on his bed)

Bazza: no it's not don't worry. I think it actually makes me look tougher.

Y/N: bazz I really am sorry. I seriously can't even remember the night. Do you?

Bazz: I was drunk to but I definitely do remember.

Y/N: can you tell me everything? The girls told me but I still can't remember.

Bazz: well I saw that you had a lot to drink so I kept my eye on you. I didn't want you to get hurt. Towards the end of the night I saw you walking away from the group. Lannan was away from everyone talking to Cray. I followed you from a distance in case you fell or anything. Once you got to the RR you just started vomiting everywhere. So I went in and helped you by holding onto your hair patting your back. I'm guessing to Lannan when he walked in it didn't look so good.

Y/N: omg I'm really sorry that this happened I feel terrible.

Bazz: I'll be fine I'm a big boy Haha. I would do it a million times more for you.

Y/N: I really appreciate it bazz I do!

Bazz: yeah Lannan and I are good now. No bad blood. Can I ask you something?

Y/N: yes, of course anything.

Bazz: if Lannan wasn't in the picture do you think you and I would have something?

Y/N: in all honesty bazz we probably would. I think you are just so sweet and caring. I'm sorry things are in a different situation.

Bazz: I'm happy to hear my black eye wasn't for nothing.

After conversating a little bit more with Bazz I said my goodbyes and went to my room. I can't stop thinking about the question Bazz asked me about. I hope i didn't give him false hope. In all honesty I want to be with Lannan but I would be sad if Bazz lost intrest in me. Is that bad for me to say? My mind is going 100 per mile. I pull out my laptop and put my mind to better use editing my videos.