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HOLY FUCK..... Lannan???? I'm literally frozen in place. How the fuck did he get here? Why the fuck is he here? Wait what???? Holy crap.

Y/N: Lannan?????!!!

He completely ignores me and pushes past me and runs through my house opening every door.

Lannan: where the fuck is he?

Y/N: who are you talking about????

Lannan: you know damn well who the bloody hell I'm talking about!!!
(He says walking upstairs)

He was burning in fumes. He was so angry his ears and face were completely red. I'd never seen him so outraged like this! I stand still by my front door where I first opened it when I saw him. I'm in total shock I can't move. Lannan jogs back downstairs.

Lannan: you must think I'm stupid right?

I stayed completely quiet because I knew in about 5 seconds Lannan is going to walk through my door and all HELL is going to let loose. Lannan walks to the last door in the whole house where he hasn't looked. My room. Fuck I'm in such serious deep shit. Lannan looks at me with complete hatred in his eyes as he opens the door.

Lannan: I fucking knew it!!
(He yelled)

I hear a rumble and thumping in my room loud as ever. I rush to the door to find Lachlan on the floor with a busted nose and blood running down. Lannan is just standing there heavy breathing.

Lannan: how dare you all my best mate with my girlfriend. Wow. I'm baffled.

I stand there in tears knowing what I've did just ruined absolutely everything.

Lannan: Fuck you all!

Lannan walks out of my room. For a moment there was silence. Lachlan and I look at each other. I hear my front door slam also hearing something fall from the wall breaking. I just now realized what's going on. I snap out of it and I run after Lannan.

Y/N: Lannan please!
(He gets out of the driver seat)

Lannan: please what?

Y/N: I can explain everything!

Lannan: Explain what that you at Lachlan have been hooking up?

Y/N: No please! I don't want you to leave!

Lannan: fuck yeah I'm leaving. I don't ever want to talk to you! Don't come back to Australia!
(He get back into the car and speeds off)

Just Like that Lannan is gone! What the fuck did I do? I'll tell you what I did I cheated. I just ruined a good thing I had. There's no way I could mend this. I'm a mess not stop crying. I slowly walk back into the house closing the door behind me. I fall to the ground ugly crying. I see the broken frame that fell off the wall earlier only making me cry more. I catch my breath and walk to my room. There's a blood trail leading to the rest room. I attempt to open it but it's locked.

Y/N: Lachlan!
(I say sobbing)

There's no answer. I began to pound on the door harder.

Y/N: Lachlan!!!
( I say louder)

Seconds pass and he opens the door. He has a towel to his nose covered in blood. It's complete silence between us. I lead him to the toilet to sit down. Still there's no talking between us. I gently picked up his chin to try and attempt to stop the bleeding. I grab him another clean towel and throw the dirty one in the bin. I get a wash cloth and run it under warm water. I softly clean the blood around his face. We made no eye contact. He didn't seem angry or upset but more saddened with what just happened. I get on my knees helping him with holding the towel up. I see no more new blood. So I gently take it off. His nose was swollen. It didn't look broken but maybe sprained. I feel terrible. This is my fault. I built up the courage to say something.

Y/N: I'm so sorry.
(My voice cracks)

Lachlan doesn't respond to me. I start crying agian thinking that Lachlan can possibly be upset with me?

Y/N: I didn't want this to happen.

Lachlan grabs my waistline and sits me on his lap. He lays his head on my chest and I rub the back of his head.

Lachlan: this isn't your fault. It's mine. I was careless. I didn't imagine it hurting this much.

Y/N: this is both of our faults. We hurt him badly. WE were careless.

Lachlan hugs me tightly comforting me.

Y/N: what now?

Lachlan: we pick up the pieces and move on. Right now it's too soon to make amends. I'm sure he wants to be left alone, but once we've seen he's better we could attempt.

Y/N: what if he doesn't want anything to do with me?

Lachlan: at least we've tried and we can't carry it with us for the remainder of our lives.

I cry again thinking that things may never go back to the normal.

Y/N: how did this even happen? How did he find out?

Lachlan grabs his phone out of his pocket and goes to Instagram. He goes to his tagged photos. There it was! How could I be so stupid! A viewer of his or mine took a photo of us at the airport hugging. It looked like a regular hug. I was trying to find any excuse to tell Lannan. They all seemed hopeless.

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