It's the next morning and I'm still feeling down. I went to sleep right after I spoke with Kath. I didn't want to leave my room. I just wanted to lock myself away from everyone. I decided to record some gameplay for my channel. I did it with no face cam to hide my red eyes. I had so much editing to do with the recorded audio I decided not to upload it today. There's a knock on my door. I ignore it and after several knocks they finally leave. I don't know who it was and quite frankly I don't care unless it was Lannan. Lachlan has been calling me all day but I've ignored every call of his. I don't feel like talking to him. I really do like Lachlan and I know we have a great connection but not under these circumstances. I can't get my mind off of Lannan. I need to really snap out of this funk. Maybe seeing Lannan when we do the click video I'll get my time to talk to him. Lachlan calls me once again. I finally answered.
Y/N: hey wh...
Lachlan: where the fuck have you been??? I've been calling you for 2 days and nothing!
Y/N: I know I'm sorry. I'm just not feeling good.
Lachlan: I'm going over!
(He hangs up the phone)
Fuckkkkk I don't want to see anyone right now. I'm a mess! I call Lachlan back.
Y/N: you don't have to come over!
Lachlan: too late I'm already in my car. I'll see you in a bit.
He hangs up the phone before I could even respond. I didn't even move from my bed. I'm just laying down in a dark room scrolling through my phone. Several minutes pass and my phone rings. It's Lachlan.
Lachlan: I'm outside the house. Do you want to come outside?
Y/N: no just knock my roommates should be here.
Lachlan: yeah they are everyone's cars here. I just didn't know if you wanted them to see me?
Y/N: I don't care. Nothing to hide now.
(I hang up the phone)
There's a knock on my door and I groan "come in".
Lachlan: it's dark in here!
( he turns on my light)
Y/N: ughhhh too bright!
(I say covering my eyes)
Lachlan walks over to my blinds and opens them wide!
Lachlan: wow you need to get off this bed! Babe I love you but right now not so much.
Y/N: I don't feel like it! I just wanna lay in bed.
Lachlan: you never use to be this way! Is this about Lannan?
I could see the frustration in his face. I felt bad that I'm being this way. I sit up straight in my bed and pat the bed indicating for him to sit down next to me.
Y/N: I'm sorry I haven't been myself lately.
Lachlan: well is this about Lannan? Because if you're still in love with him then I don't think we should keep dragging this along!
(He says getting up heading towards my door)
Y/N: woah woah cowboy! Don't get ahead of yourself now. Come sit back down. Listen I love you Lachlan, I do! I want to be with you but your going to have to accept that I did love Lannan. I'm now learning to live without him. It's hard okay? He's all I knew until you came along. Just bare with me and I know I will get back on my feet. Put yourself in my shoes.
Lachlan: okay I guess. Doesn't mean I'll like it but I'm going to try my best to help you out and be here for you. You have me now!
( he grabs my hand and kisses it)
Y/N: thank you that's all I ask for!
(I give him a kiss on his cheek)
Having this talk with Lachlan did make me feel better but something still felt missing in my heart. Was it Lannan? Or was it neither?
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Lazarbeam Love Triangles!(Fanfiction)
FanfictionIt's the start of you're journey at the Click House. You're a well known Youtuber/Vloger. You have feelings towards another member in the crew. Maybe there's more to this story? Tons of drama and love triangles. Keep reading to find out. The story i...
