I wake up in the morning to a empty bed. What the hell? On Lannan's pillow there's a note. It reads " Hey baby I'm sorry I left. I went home early so I could film and edit some videos. Come over tonight and I'll make it up to you XOXO -Lannan"
Well that was sweet of him. I send home a text.
>> hey baby just woke up I got your note. At what time do you want me over tonight?
<< come over around 8. I'll be waiting 😘
Well since it's still early in the morning I decided to go on a run. I could use the exercise. I put on a quick running outfit with my hair in a bun. I grab my water bottle and head downstairs to fill it up. On the 3rd step towards the bottom I hear giggling. I stop midway. Sounds like Bazz and Kim. Ughhhh the last people I wanted to see. I hesitated to go down but fuck that. This is my house too. I walk behind them heading towards the kitchen. They're watching some movie. It's akward as I don't say hi or anything. Bazz looks back catching eyes with me. I roll my eyes. I walk out the front door slamming the door after me. Okay maybe that was to much but now he know's how much I'm pissed. I feel somewhat bad because I shouldn't be pissed. I'm doing my own thing and maybe I should let him.
I take a deep breath and play my music to the highest volume. I do some simple stretches and start my run. I'm running at such a speed I feel as if I'm flying. I'm numb right now. I can smell the ocean in the air as it gives me comfort. I continue on as I'm almost at my max. I stop for a couple of seconds trying to catch my breath. A sudden burst of energy runs through my body as I continued on. I get to a part of the coast where I'm alone. I throw myself on the sand. I'm in tears. I'm to the point where I'm "ugly crying ". I get myself together and and sit up straight. I take out my headphones and just listen to nature's voice.
What am I going to do? What's the right thing to do? Is there such a right thing to do? These questions filled my head up. I really like Lannan. Maybe even Love? But what about Lachlan? There was definitely some feelings towards him. I think what I need to do is completely get him out my mind. My heart is with Lannan and I need to stay focused. I'm going to completely end things with Lachlan. He's not going to like this but I'm doing what's best for me. As for Bazz I need to clean up my act. I need to let him be. I'm going to apologize to him and set him free. Bazz deserves to be happy and me clinging on isn't helping him. My mind is made up. I just hope I don't regret this. I won't be telling Lannan about mine and Lachlans shenanigans. He doesn't need to know. I hope the guilt doesn't eat me alive. I don't want to make things worse then what they already are.
It's been about 2 hours since I've started my run. I head home jogging. Once I get home I do some final stretches at the driveway. I go inside and I'm greeted by Elliott. He's cooking something up.
Elliott: well you look rough!
Y/N: I'm aware.
(I laugh)
Elliott: your red as a tomato
Y/N: yeah its definitely starting to warm up outside
Elliott: I was just making myself some lunch. Would you like some?
Y/N: yes I'm so hungry I could eat a horse.
Elliott: good thing I made extra nothing special just some avacado toast
We sit at the table together enjoying our meal together.
Y/N: well Elliott! You definitely outdone yourself. Its really tasty!
Elliott: thank you!
Y/N: how have you been? How's the girlfriend?
Elliott: we've been good and you and Lannan?
Y/N: same! Actually were doing perfect
(I didn't say much as I didn't completely have trust in Elliott)
Elliott: that's good I'm really glad. Are you missing home?
Y/N: now that you've mentioned it I am missing my mom and brother alot!
Elliott: well these next couple of weeks we will be filming nonstop so we can have uploads for the next month. After you should take a break and go visit!
Y/N: as much as that sounds so good I don't think I'm able to on my channel but I'll definitely take it into consideration.
After were done eating I head up to my room to shower and get my things ready to head to Lannan's. I can't wait to see him. I'm so excited as if I haven't seen him in forever.
A/N: this isn't one of my favorite chapters kind of slow but next one will be better! 😁
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