A couple of days have passed and I'm home with my Brother and Mother. It's been great hanging out with them. Lachlan left just before they got here. We've been in constant contact since he's gone back to Australia. He officially asked me to be his girlfriend. Of course I accepted. We decided it's for the best not come out publicly. We dont want Lannan to see anything and make him feel like were taunting him. But things haven't been the same for me lately. I've been depressed and just haven't been myself. I hide it the best I can from Lachlan but I think even he can sense it sometimes. I'm praying that time will heal everything. I leave back to Australia tonight. I'm hoping that doesn't bring me down even more. I haven't spoke to Lannan since the incident but doesn't mean I haven't tried. I've been texting and calling constantly but no response. I might even be blocked. I try not to think of it as much because I'll instantly cry. I've checked his tweets and YouTube. Nothing. He did let his fans know he is going on a break. My viewers have been asking non stop with what's going on with him. I've just been ignoring them.
It's the morning after and my Uber just pulled up to the house. I pause for a second hesitating getting out of the vehicle. You can do this Y/N. I give myself a pep talk. I know Lannan isn't here but I know everyone is going to be asking a crap ton of questions. I'm more then sure they heard what happened. I walk up to the door pulling out my keys. Before I could put it in the door it opens. It's Kath. I don't say anything but I give her a hug and burst out in tears.
Kath: honey what's wrong???
( she hugs me back)Y/N: everything!!
Kath: c'mon let's go to your room before the boys get home.
She picks up my bags closing the door behind her. I head upstairs with Kath right behind me. She closes my door and we sit down on my bed together. I look around my room. I noticed it's tidied up.
Y/N: did you clean my room?
(I said while laughing trying to clean up my tears)Kath: I had to. It was a mess!
( she laughed)Y/N: Thank you!
Kath: stop trying to change the subject! Tell me what's wrong?
Y/N: you don't know?
Kath: Know what? I'm lost?
Y/N: Lannan and I broke up.
Kath: WHAT!?
Y/N: How don't you know about this?
Kath: Well now that you say that Lannan came over yesterday to film a click video and he did seem off. He wasn't being himself. Holy crap! He wasn't! But he didn't say anything.
Y/N: Lannan was here yesterday omg! Did he say anything about anything at all?
Kath: Nothing! So why did y'all break up?
Y/N: well..... I cheated.... but the reason why I left was because I wanted a break from boys. Lannan said it was fine. So we were on a break but when I was here in Australia I did cheat on him.... but that he doesn't know about.
Kath: Y/N!!!!!!
Y/N: I know I feel terrible! I don't know how I could be so stupid!
Kath: wait with who????
Y/N: .......Lachlan.....
Kath: Y/N!!!!!!!!!! Nooooo!!!
(She gasped and placed her palm on her head)Y/N: I know! I know!
Kath: so how did he find out?
Y/N: well he went to go visit me in the states and I stupidly went to go pick him up at the airport. A viewer took a picture of us hugging.... I think they sent it to Lannan or something.
Kath: omg I'm shocked....
Y/N: that's not even the worst part. Lannan came to my house unannounced and found me with Lachlan. Lannan punched Lachlan and busted his nose..... I haven't talked to him since.
Kath: ooo my! This is a mess!!
We hear ruckus downstairs. We hear cray call out "fruityyyyyyy!!".
Kath: the boys are here!!! If I don't know I'm sure they don't as well..
Y/N: ughhh I can't tell this stroy agian. I can't even talk about it without breaking down.
Kath: let me tell them your here but that your extremely tired. I'll be back!
She runs out the door and I'm left alone. I break down again. My phone starts vibrating and I see it's Lachlan. I ignore his call. I know he will be able to tell I'm crying. I'll call him later once I get ahold of myself. Kath quickly returns.
Kath: okay I'm back. They wanted to come up but I told them you were sleeping.
Y/N: thank you!
Kath: so are you and Lachlan??
Y/N: dating?
Kath: yes!
Y/N: technically yes but I'm honestly been so depressed lately it's not like before. He's been putting up with it probably hopping for the best.
Kath: have you tried calling Lannan?
Y/N: everyday! I get nothing back.
Kath: go to his house!
Y/N: you're insane!!! I would never I'm scared he will run me off or something.
Kath: that's true. Well we have filming for click in a couple of days you could probably try then?
Y/N: good idea!
Kath: you gotta tell the boys yall at least broke up?
Y/N: I know. I'm not going to tell them exactly everything because I'm so ashamed of myself but I will fill them in.
Kath: I'll fill in Marcus if you'd like?
Y/N: yes please!

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Lazarbeam Love Triangles!(Fanfiction)
FanfictionIt's the start of you're journey at the Click House. You're a well known Youtuber/Vloger. You have feelings towards another member in the crew. Maybe there's more to this story? Tons of drama and love triangles. Keep reading to find out. The story i...