Intimacy

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Several hours passed and we literally haven't moved we've been so deep into this conversation. The sun has set and we move to the sofa. We changed to comfy chlothes and of course my fuzzy socks. We have our feet intertwined and a movie is playing in the background but we pay no attention to it.

Lachlan: can I ask you about your dad?

Y/N: well my dad passed when I was younger. It was cancer.

Lachlan: I'm sorry to hear that.
( he pulls me in closer)

Y/N: it happened so long ago I don't feel the pain anymore. I've accepted that he's in a much better place.

Lachlan: that's good that you were able to heal from it.

Y/N: So I can't believe you've never seen Dirty Dancing!
( I said changing the subject)

Lachlan: yeah well it's a older movie
(He laughed)

Lachlan sits up next to me and puts his arm around me.

Lachlan: I'm scared this will come to a end.
(He says while his hand grabs mine)

Y/N: what do you mean?

Lachlan: you and I. I'm fearing the future. That you will pick Lannan and it will be like we never had anything.

Y/N: don't feel that way. Regardless of what happens we could still be friends.

Lachlan: I don't think so. It would hurt me to much.

Y/N: don't make me feel bad. You will forever have a spot in my heart.

Lachlan: I try not to think to much about it but there's always that possibility.

Y/N: honestly I'm in such a tough spot I feel like I can't breathe sometimes. It hurts me that I feel like I'm playing with people's emotions even though that's not my intentions. Sometimes I wish I didn't have to make this decision.

Lachlan: I understand but whatever happens I may not agree with it but I could never hate you.

Y/N: this is what makes this so tough. I honestly do love both of you guys.

Lachlan: love?

Y/N: I mean yes we have history that's what makes it tougher.

It got quiet between us. Lachlan puts his fingers on my chin lifting it up.

Lachlan: I love you.

We stare at each other until our lips gravitate towards each other. This was different from all our other kisses. This felt special and deep. We began to make out. Lachlan hands start exploring my body. His touch gave me goosebumps. He started putting his fingers in my panties. I gasped at the touch. He began to massage me and I groaned in his hear. The look in his face was absolutely arousing to me. He began to slowly insert his fingers into me. My how I loved the feeling of him inside me. I sat there and moaned while he watched me and my facial expressions. I climaxed and let out soft sweet moans in the air. He looked right at me as he put his fingers in his mouth.  Damn that was so hot. He picked me up and we went to my room where he closed the door behind him. He placed me on the bed and he got on top of me kissing me all the way down. I took off his pants and we began to make love. This was so intimate. We only had sex one other time but this was definitely love. My body exploded with so much excitement and intensity. I climaxed again reaching my maximum point. As well as he did. His facial expression told me everything. Afterwards we cuddled in each others arms not saying anything. We both new this was something we never felt before.

Lachlan: I meant what I said but what just happened made me love you even more.

I stayed quiet knowing I felt the exact same way. The rest of the night was so calm and relaxing. We stayed in each other's arms and talked the night away.

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