Perfectly Imperfect

chapter 43 - time to confess

-lexi's p.o.v-

"is she going to be alright?" i heard someone ask

"she is going to be fine. but she is in a coma" i heard another person say

"do you know when she is going to wake up?" someone asked. i believe is my mom.

"yes. maybe in about 3 to 4 weeks" another person said, who i am assuming is my doctor.

"alright. thank you" my mom said
moments later, there was silence. but then i heard a sob.

"why lexi? why?" the person asked while sobbing.

wait a minute. that voice sounds so familiar. but i can't tend to figure who it is

"i know you attempted suicide because you're dad's gone" he said as he sniffled

you got that right.

i only did this because i miss him so much. i want to see him again, but then i failed. call me crazy or watever, but this is my dad we're talking about. and i'd do anything to see his face again. i wasn't the best child ever.

"we all miss him lexi. but we're trying to be strong. we already lost a very close family member. we can't lose another" he said and then began sobbing again

my eyes slowly opened, and i sat up.

i looked to my side and see..... james?

"james" i whispered. but he ignored me.

i stood up and went next to him.

"ja-" i stopped when i looked up and see my lifeless body lying there on the bed

wait.... am i.. dead?

no. i can't be. if i am dead, the heart moniter has to go flat.

ohh, it makes sense now. i'm in a coma. a lot of people say when you're in a coma, you could actually get out of your body or whatever.

i turned my gaze back to james.

i stood next to him.

"i'm sorry that i've been such an ass the first day you got here. it's just....... when you first walked through the door, i knew that i would eventually catch feelings for you" he said and then sobbed

i widened my eyes at what he just said.

he has... feelings for me?

he would've just confessed his crush about me when i'm better and out of the hospital. but instead he's telling me in a hospital, where i'm in a coma, and just attempted suicide. well isn't this just romantic? *sarcasm*

"yeah we're 'related', but me and jeric are adopted. our parents basically ditched us near a river" he said and then let out another sob

whoa. i never knew they went through so much.

just the though of hearing his past, brang tears sliding down my cheeks
"who are you?" someone asked at the door

we both looked up and see aaron.