Unwanteds High (AU)

Chapter 33

OH MY GOODNESS I'M SO SORRY! I haven't uploaded in so long! I just got really unmotivated when school started. College is fine so far for anyone curious. Anyways, this chapter does have a bit more cursing in it. Also like...I'm 18 now so it's going to be kind of hard to make this fanfic not realistic to real high school. We've all done some crazy things in high school, or we've wanted to do stuff at least probably. So yeah I hope you guys enjoy!

((Samheed's POV))

School sucks now.

Before all the madness of the fight, I went to school mainly for theatre class. But now, with knowing I was out for the whole spring musical, life seemed kind of meaningless. I know that's super overdramatic, but my sarcastic ass is known for being dramatic.

It broke my heart that someone else had to be the head assistant director. I loved to work alongside Mr.Appleblossom for the plays the school did. Mainly I liked to order people around, but deep down I know that's not the reason why I like to have control over a production. Being put in a director spot, I get to be closer with Mr.Appleblossom... My favorite teacher in this whole building. The only teacher I would ever feel comfortable going to with when things are all wrong.

But with the way he looked at me after he broke up the fight... I felt ashamed. I couldn't go to him ever again now.

I felt truly alone now.

As I walked into the school building, I looked down at my phone and sighed. My online friends again. They want to talk things over after last night. I tried to talk to them about what was going on, but they told me that they couldn't be my therapist.

I opened our chat, took a deep breath, and deleted myself out of it. I proceeded to message them individually saying that I need to find myself here first.

And then I blocked them. Hopefully for good.

I know it's not the nicest thing to do. They're probably majorly concerned about my wellbeing. But I found myself not caring. They'll be fine without me.

"Hey Sam."

I looked up. I was standing in the school main lobby as someone came up to me. His familiar red hair made a smile come to my face. He wore an Artime letterman jacket, nice jeans, converse, and just a regular white t-shirt. He looked like the senior that he was. Him approaching me with that grin made me realize just how attractive Sean Ranger was.

I'm such a disaster bi.

"Hey Sean," I managed.

"You don't look so good," he frowned as he now stood in front of me. "What's up?"

"I just... I just don't feel okay," I frowned as I didn't look at him. That was something I hadn't even admitted to myself.

"Want to talk about it somewhere else? Under the staircase by Mr.Healy's classroom?"

I felt my throat tighten at the thought that he actually wanted to listen to what I was going through. Before my eyes could blur with tears, I managed a small nod. He nodded in return, grabbed my arm, and started to lead me along.

We passed a ton of students on our way, but there was still 45 minutes before school actually began. Sean didn't seem to care as he glared at anyone giving us a weird look. It was nice to know I had a friend like him who could intimidate other people if need be.

Together we went under the staircase with surprisingly no other people there. Usually there was always a couple here hiding away from teachers to make out.

"You do realize this is where all the couples come to make out, right?" I sighed.

"If you kiss me I wouldn't tell," Sean winked as he sat down.