I Want More (completed)

Foyet And Your Father

How do I fix what I've broken?

Can I fix it?

Its morning, and your left naked, sore and exhausted in your bed. Your on your stomach, in which your hair is displayed over the white pillowcase. The sun is shinning bright in your face, warming your spirit. Its hard to move, but you roll over to face the other side of the bed. nobody there. he left you, he left the moment you needed him the most. he took something from you, something you cherished the most, and left you. Your spirit was broken, and it felt like your lower level was to. But you grew strong. Wrapping the bed sheet around your pale body, and wiping the tears from your face you walk to the shower. Unwrapping the bed sheet and grabbing a towel you notice you were bleeding a little bit, its not your period, it would be heavier. You come to a conclusion it was from last night. it was running down your thighs at one point, but now its dry and crusted. grabbing a facecloth you jump into the shower and lather your body and hair with soap, scrubbing the substance through your hair, you start to feel tears spring into your eyes. Trying to fight them back you smile, but that dose not work. The tears spread from your eyes, to your cheeks to your chin. Removing all the soap and blood from your body, you exit the shower and dry your body. 

You throw on your bra and underwear, then your blue Jean's and your red flannel shirt and exit the small, foggy room. You walk down the stairs and into the kitchen. Throwing down a pan with butter and eggs onto the stove and crank the dial. The temp was at high and the eggs were bubbling and browning. You run to the fridge to grab the orange juice and a glass from the shelf, but when you get to the counter you see a note. It was from him, from Aaron. 

(y/n),

It was heartbreaking to do this to you, but you must know the situation. you were drunk and so was I. I know you must be hurt, I took something from you and I'm so sorry. I know these words are not going to fix anything but its worth a shot. I hope that this wont change what we have built back, and last night was a huge mistake. I'm sorry I broke you and your trust.

~Aaron

This was a lot to handle. he did break you, and your trust. He knew you were vulnerable and he took advantage. You know he was drunk last night but not as bad as you were. You were seeing stars, the world was spinning 7x faster then its supposed to. And right now, you feel faint. You look at the eggs in the pan, they were a little crispy so you turn off the stove and put the gooey eggs onto a plate, setting them down onto the counter. The smell of the eggs sets off your stomach. Running to the bathroom, you empty the small amount of contents from your stomach into the toilet bowl. Returning to the kitchen to see the gooey food on the plate, you lost your apatite, so you throw them into the garbage, grabbing your phone you have 4 missed calls from Aaron, 6 from JJ and 11 from Emily!? You call them back to make sure they don't think your dead and come kick down your door. So you call Emily.

"Hey, Em, whats up?" You say sighing 

"(y/n)? where have you been?!" she shouts 

"Sorry, I had a shower and stuff, whats up?"

"We have a case, were leaving in one hour" she hums 

"Oh, can you tell Aaron I'm not feeling to well?" You mumble 

"You Ok?" she asks "You normally call hotch about that kinda thing"

"I hate you" you ask sighing 

"Whats up" she asks 

"Look Emily, can you just tell him?" You snap 

"Sure grumpy grue" she says 

You hang up the phone. You dont want anybody to know what happened, But you want to show Aaron that he dose not control how to feel never mind how you react. Screw it, You grab your keys, your coffee and your heels and your out the door. You put the car In reverse and speed out of the driveway. You arrive at the office around 20 min after pulling out of the drive way, leaving you around 20 min to get on the jet. With no time to spare you start speeding down the road again to the jets runway. 

Once you arrive you see the jet, and the door is still open with 3 min to spare. You just made it. You tighten your grip on the wheel and leave the car parked in the parking lot. You run to the jet stairs and fly right up them. And lucky you, the first person you bump into is, the one and only Aaron hotchner. 

"(y/n)? I thought you were sick" He says looking away from you

"yea I am, but I wanted to come anyways" sigh going to take a seat

When you enter the other part of the jet the rest of the team looks at you and they share there there "hey's" and there "how are you!" But you just want to leave and get to the case. It seems like everybody really bought that you were sick. Good thing Aaron kept his mouth shut, well to everybody but Dave. The look he was giving you was almost sympathetic, like he was sorry for you. And its kind of annoying. Your mad at Aaron for not keeping him mouth shut, but you know that Dave probably kicked Aaron's ass, and that thought makes you smile. 

"Ok guys lets review the case so (y/n) can get caught up" Aaron calls 

"Well, we know who the unsub is, so we profile the victim?" JJ asks 

"Wait, who's the unsub?" You ask 

"Foyet" Aaron says briefly 

"I thought he was dead?" you ask confused 

"I thought so to, but after everything went down at my old house we fought and I thought I had killed him, but he got away when I went to find jack" Aaron sighs 

You look at Aaron with saddened eyes, even though you were mad at him your heart still hurt for him. You have not looked through the case file yet, but you were thinking. The events of the past few days have been crazy. The world seems to be spinning at a normal pace, but it feels like your in slow motion. You not looking through the case files yet brings another topic to play.

"(y/n) there is one part of this case I am pretty sure your not aware of yet" Aaron says looking at you

"Whats that?" 

"That I am meeting him. He is determined to make me suffer, he wants to take everything that's special to me. We are flying to meet his patrol guard from when he was in jail. I wanted you to come with us, I think you might be an asset in this environment"

"I am sorry sir, but I dont follow?" "An asset? How?" 

"You are going to have a relationship with the patrol guard. And probably a better one then you would want to" 

"Sir?"

"(y/n), its your father"