"Are we out of the woods yet? Are we in the clear yet?..."
Elena Gilbert thought she knew pain, she was not even close. Eudora- a powerful elemental witch- knew pain, she knew loss, mourning and grief better than any other. Her sisters were parts of...
Hi Guys, UK college is cancelled so that means I've got nothing to do with my life now. 🥴 and after two years of college, I still have zero friends. 😂 does anyone want to be friends?
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Eudora woke up in her bed in the annex and for the long time, lay there in silence. Last night after her body crashed due to the witch hazel binge, Stefan had brought her home and that was the last she had heard from any of them since Caroline had become a vampire. That was largely due to the fact that she hadn't had her phone turned on.
The worst agony she felt was the agony of loving Stefan so unconditionally. Because Stefan could never love her back. She couldn't be selfish with him; she couldn't tell him what they were to one another because he deserved to be happy with a love that he had chosen, not one that had been forced upon him.
Was it so much to ask? To be loved and to love in equal measure? Every day, as Eudora was succumbed to watch Stefan and Elena be together, she felt her chances of having him slip away. She was so incredibly jealous of Elena Gilbert. Since her crash, Eudora hadn't had any witch hazel and the feeling of the power radiating through her was painful, it terrified her but she knew she had to eventually accept the fact that that was her life now.
Slowly, she peeled herself out of bed and into the shower. She didn't know what her plan for life was, of course she knew that she was stuck living forever thanks to Stefan but she didn't want it any other way. Taking a seat at her desk, feeling as fresh as a daisy, she pulled a pen and paper out in front of her. Eudora was prepared to sacrifice everything for Stefan Salvatore and she wanted to leave him something, a little bit of insurance just in case she died protecting him one of these days. She would happily sacrifice herself for him but she knew that he would never not feel guilt for it if it happened.
Hey Stefan, If you are reading this... it means that something has gone incredibly wrong and therefore, I hope that this paper never has to pass through your hands. In case at this moment, you do not know the eternal secret I have kept, now is that time. From the moment I met you in that Gilbert kitchen, my world of sadness and pain began to shift astronomically, I could not tell in that moment that your beautiful green eyes and handsome features would inevitably be the death of me, I didn't care. I told you a long time ago, the story of Ediothea. And I hate to admit that even though I vowed that we were completely dissimilar, I have become her. You are the person I vowed daily to protect, the reason for my living. You are my soulmate Stefan. But that's not to say that I am yours. I've watched for months now as you've loved and fought for Elena Gilbert. You've protected her and I've protected you. But I couldn't have asked for it any other way. I'll love you until the day I stop breathing because you are my reason for living. And to watch you be happy with Elena, fills my heart with joy for you. Because all I ever wanted for you was happiness. So, know that it has been my own decision to love you all this time, and to protect you until my dying day because you are so worth it Stefan. We were always just an almost. But that's okay because I saw love in your eyes and a smile on your cheeks as you loved another. Don't be sad now that I'm gone Stefan, live happily knowing that I always loved you. -Eudora
