Steven Universe: The Good, The Bad, The Destiny

POV Of The Steven's 1. Part Steven!

((The following four chapters will be occurring all on the same day when each one is read. Enjoy. And try not to scream too loud. 😉))

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Connie finished cleaning up the smoothie. She swept up what she could on the floor with the broken glass and scrubbed the rest away. Once she was finished she looked at the time seeing a half an hour had passed by. "Steven, ready to go?" She asked up the stairs. When she didn't get an answer she frowns lightly. "Steven?" She called his name again before walking upstairs to the spare room. Seeing the door slightly cracked she knocks politely before opening it. "You okay?"

Steven was sitting on the bed with his arms resting on his legs. He looked a little worried. "I... I don't know. What if I hear something I don't like? What if my anger gets the best of me and I snap?"

Connie walked over and sat down next to him. She placed a hand onto his thigh. "Hey, it's going to be okay. Besides, I'm going to be right by your side. I'll help keep you calm and even answer some of the questions this doctor might ask if you don't want too. I'm going to be with you every step of the way."

Steven looked down at her hand and slowly takes it into his. "I guess I'm just a little nervous."

"It's okay to be nervous. Some people avoid going to therapist cause they are too scared of what they might hear. But hearing the truth is something that can make a big difference in your life. Trust me, this will be great for you." Connie smiled standing up holding onto his hand. "Come on, we should get going. Since there aren't any scheduled appointments it's first come first serve kind of thing."

Steven stands up with her in his still and sighs out. "What are we going to talk about?" He asked grabbing his jacket.

"I don't know, I guess that will be up to you and the doctor. I can't make that decision for you Steven. All I can do is be there as support. Everything has to be up to you even if I am able to answer some of the questions. Everything that is happening right now is happening to you not me." Connie let's go of his hand. "I'm grabbing my phone real quick and getting changed. I'll meet you in the car." She kissed his cheek gently for going into her room.

Steven let out another sigh as he slowly walked down the hallway to the stairs. He looked up at the family photos that Connie had on the wall. Staring at each one as he took one step at a time down, Steven suddenly gripped the railing of the stairs glowing pink once again. He felt anger fill his body. ".... No... Stop it." He spoke softly taking a deep breath in. The glow quickly faded away and he continues the rest of the way down the stairs not looking at any of the photos. He opened the front door and headed off to the Dondai. "God I just want this day to be over." He groans out unlocking the car and got inside. He sat in the driver's seat and stared out at the road ahead of him. He blinked silently as flash images of the photos back inside the house came into his head. With another heavy sigh, Steven closed his eyes just letting it happen as his body glowed once again not understanding why he was getting angry. His breathing got extremely heavy as he continues to sit silently in the car waiting for Connie. "Why... Are you making me feel like this?" He grunted through his teeth as he clenched his fists.

Connie opened the door to the passenger side and sat down. She looked at Steven and gasps lightly seeing him glowing again. "Steven?"

"What?!" Steven replied with anger in his voice.

Connie gulped lightly. "A-are you feeling okay?" She asked softly being really scared having never seen her friend this angry before.

"I'm fine." Steven opened his eyes. They were pink in color with white diamond-shaped pupils. "Just taking a moment here." He chuckled lightly as he went to start up the car.