BNHA Gay Ships One-Shots! 《《BOOK 1》》

MidoSero | Catching Feelings

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Hanta sits alone in his room, after having excused himself from the big crowd.

He felt 'weird' today... weirder than he's been feeling for the past...
He's lost count. Two months now? Three?

He just needs some time for himself. He's got thoughts he wants to look into away from the possible influence of anyone else.

Ever since sophomore year, he's found himself crashing into Shoto's friend group as Denki had done. The group is almost like a raw source of joy, and all members are not in the least bit hesitant about showing support for one another.

One specific member of the friend group, however, has caught Hanta's attention differently. It hasn't come to his attention for a while, until today.

Within the second week of seeing the group often, he and Izuku began hanging out together, just the two of them.
They were chaos together, but, fun chaos. 

They find themselves doing things that before, neither had any interest in even trying.
They paint together, cook together, bake together, and even went out shopping together, allowing one another to pick out full outfits for the other. 

And on a domestic-life basis, Hanta has found himself helping Izuku out often.
He mocks it a lot, but both know it's just for fun and for the laughs...
But most of the time he's had to help Izuku, is because of his height.

Since most of the classmates are tall, things tend to get placed on higher surfaces... leaving the shorter classmates struggling to reach it.
Hanta will help him nearly every day to just... reach for something. But he likes it. He finds it cute...

...

This is why he's strayed himself away from the classmates today.
Izuku is invading his thoughts in a way he hasn't expected another guy to invade his thoughts.

For him, labels had never really mattered to him. He never bothered calling himself a label...

"Guy, or a girl?"
"Gay, or straight?"
"Bisexual? Pansexual? Asexual? Aromantic? Asexual? Demisexual?--" 

He chooses "neither".
Or, "not decided".

In his mind, it's not the public's business on what he identifies as. He just wants to be happy... and hopes that others will be happy as well when he comes forward as "something". As long as he's "continued to be considered human"... that's all that matters to him.

So... in the seven minutes he's been up in his dorm room, giving the thoughts some thought... he's finally settled it.
He's got a crush. His first crush.
And he's excited about it.

He likes the way Izuku fits in his arms. How whenever Izuku hugs him, his head falls directly over his chest... over his heart. And he's noticed, too... each time the two hug, his heart becomes happy. It'll race... as if it's chasing after Izuku's. He wonders if Izuku was ever able to hear it racing. 

'Is this weird?' he thinks to himself, 'will he find me weird for liking him?'
'Maybe I shouldn't tell him now... but if it gets brought up, I'll come forward.'