BNHA Gay Ships One-Shots! 《《BOOK 1》》

KiriBaku | Unnecessarily Alone

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Suggested by; RunMeOverTae
~Enjoy~
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Extroverts are having an extremely hard time during quarantine... while introverts feel alright, most of the time. Unbothered, with little to no need for social interaction, and in the comfort of their own homes, or dorms.

A petition to keep the dorms opened was won over by signatures of both students and parents, along with a few teachers.

Due to reasons of motivation towards continuing to train on the safety of healthy practice, and possible possibilities towards the decreased chance of students becoming depressed, the Heights Alliance was kept open and rooming the students of Class 1-A, during the quarantine. The students had the supposedly prove their fidelity to both parents and students of keeping safety as their top priority; wiping down and sanitizing everything every day, keeping the exchange of objects to a minimum, and reporting any symptom as soon as they could, along with being responsible.

The class took things very seriously, which was a surprise to most, if not all. And so far, in their second month, things have been going safely and greatly.

On the outside, at least.

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Old feelings are beginning to resurface ever since this quarantine started... and, although I've been getting plenty of time to properly go through them and deal with them, I just don't feel all that energy to do so...

I guess, with so much time in my hands, I end up finding some issues with myself.I'm super annoying... aren't I...?

Thinking back to how things were, while daydreaming that it all went back to how things were, I realize now, I was very... clingy?

I was always with someone. Always hugging... joking... hanging out... laughing...
Now, I'm kind of afraid to do that... especially with all this stress going on, I don't want to be another bother.

But, not only self-esteem issues. Other feelings... some, I've been taking my time to go over. Some, I want to think a lot about...

I like to cozy up in my bed, and just... think about them.
I cringe every time I think about how I asked to stay with someone. If I could spend the weekend with them, if they wanted to hang out with me... I cringe every time I realize I never considered the possibility that they wanted to spend the weekends alone...

How come I was so outgoing? I'm terrified of being that way now. What happened?

I'm thinking of approaching them again... but I only have the energy to approach one of them left. I hope he's not too busy... then again, why would he make any time for me...

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"Hey man...!" Eijiro began quietly, fondly.

Katsuki nodded his head in response, looking calm... patient, even. He steps out of the way, silently inviting Eijiro to step in.

Eijiro notices immediately how his room's been... reorganized.
His bed is moved? His dresser is moved... everything is cleaned, as if everything wasn't, to begin with. The room smells fresh, the air feels light, and ventilated.
He feels welcomed, and not from the blonde alone.