BNHA Gay Ships One-Shots! 《《BOOK 1》》

KamiBaku | Better With Him

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C/TW: Suicide attempt, self-harm, anorexia(starvation)+puking, mentions of abuse + homophobia, panic attacks, mental illness mentions, mentions of character death, mentions of animal cruelty/slaughter, mentions of murder
Suggested by; syyushi
~Enjoy~
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The door to the small, old bathroom stall slams shut in an intensity rough enough to cause the other stalls to vibrate in place.
He drops to the repulsive tiled floor, although not feeling bothered by the public filth as it's been something he's sat upon for days now, for the exact reason...

He tries to lower his head, clutching tight to the sideburns of his own hair to attempt and feel something else aside from the painfully fast heartbeat punching against his ribcage. But upon doing so, his eyes spot the outcome of his reason of panic... blood begins to drip down from his nose, and to the floor, only increasing in amount...

His head aches to profoundly, he feels nauseous... his body is cold and sore with how fast his heart is beating. He's seeing double, over how the room has suddenly begun to spin around him... feeling although he'll fall, despite being sat down, is something scary though familiar to him.

And sooner rather than later, his mind begins again, eating away at itself like one of the nastiest toxic acids...

'You deserved it!'
'You would've fit better in there if you weren't so fat, you pig!'
'They took it easy on you, you deserved so much worse!'
'You should be glad people like that even pays that much attention to you!'
'You're a lost cause!'
'Go back there and ask them to just finish you off!'
'Tell them to throw you off the roof of the building!'
'If you would've been dead, you wouldn't have bothered them!'
'Everyone hates you, why stay?!'

'Call Katsuki. Call Katsuki, please, let my hands just work, and let me call Katsuki-'
'I need Katsuki--'
'He's in class right now, isn't he?'

'Katsuki doesn't care.'
'Katsuki's busy with more important things.'
'Katsuki wouldn't realize you died.'
'Katsuki isn't thinking about you.'

'Katsuki just forgot about you.'

"Nn-..No--"

'Katsuki has great reason to forget about you.'

"St-...S-Stop it-... stop--"

'Katsuki's with another guy right now...'
'Skinnier.'
'Smarter.'
'Mentally healthy.'
'Less problematic.'
'Prettier.'
'More worth his time.'

'Not suicidal.'

He screams, to try and muffle out the thoughts...

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"Get in the car." The woman hissed through a grumble.
He flinches into action, and obeys...

A student, during lunch break, had heard whimpering and pleas of "Stop" upon approaching the male restrooms. They'd rushed to the headmaster's office immediately, and reported the sounds... The bathroom had been investigated, to find the boy's beaten up, bloodied, broken down self trembling and crying in the stall furthest away from the door. He'd been found clutching at his head, with his hands covered in a small amount of ripped out hair, with his arms brutally scratched by his own fingernails, bleeding, and irritated...