BNHA Gay Ships One-Shots! 《《BOOK 1》》

KiriDeku | New To This

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Suggested by; Bella250202
~Enjoy~
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Having someone you deeply care about stray from you is painful... 

Eijiro feels as though a spear's been aimed straight through his heart.

Having that person that you deeply care about stray slowly from you is possibly twice as painful.

His heart's light faded more each time he asked to hang out and was pushed away by clearly made-up, attempt-lacking excuses from him...

Until the reason why that person is straying begins to emerge through signs...
The little clues he found through his body posture and behavior began to weigh on Eijiro through a ton's worth of guilt...

He never knew he'd be afraid of approaching Izuku.
Yet, here he is.

Each glare he receives from Izuku is another shot at his confidence...
There's nothing worse than having someone you feel something so complicated towards ignoring you and avoid you...

And by what Izuku is trying to make it seem like, it's Eijiro's fault.

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This is something that the more I try to deal with, the more it hurts.
Trying to ignore it, hurts.
Trying to talk to him, hurts.
Both options have me end up being ignored... both options has me feeling extremely guilty.

In one way, I hate everything about this.
I hate how I let him play me... I hate how my heart allows itself to get hurt over him...
But in every other way, I don't care.
I'd sacrifice everything just to make sure he's safe.

I guess my only problem is... I never told him.

But we were fine up until last month...- why is he avoiding me now? I don't understand....--
What did I do?

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It's become common now;
Eijiro walks into the room, and Izuku's smile fades in a sour way.

Usually, Eijiro just lowers his head and keeps distance... to see if it would make Izuku at least a little happier, with the distance,-

But today, he approaches.
He sits close to Izuku, turns his head towards him, and tries to flash him a small smile.

As soon as he does... Izuku rolled his eyes, his face turned red and his expression seemed stuffed, and agonizingly choked back.
He got up as he clicked his tongue in an annoyed way, and walked out. His friends all seemed confused... their eyes fell on Eijiro.

"Hi... Kirishima-..." Ochako quietly begins, "uh...-"

Eijiro's fed up... the pain's not at all pleasing...

"Can I ask you guys something?" He asks, unintentionally sounding annoyed and upset, "what's up with him?"

They exchange silent looks... Shoto, Ochako, and Asui bite the inside of their mouths, the sight only bothers Eijiro more.

"Is it me?" He asks in an annoyed tone, "is he talking about me-?"

"It'd be best if you approached him, Kirishima," Asui claims.
"I'm trying to--!" He exclaimed, "you saw that, just now-!"