"Hey darling, I missed you," Lucas says as I at strap myself into the helicopter seat beside him."Just shut up and fly," I grumble.
"I heard this job went as expected, you should be happy," he says trying to cheer me up.
"I said shut up," my eyes begin to tear up and I look up at the roof to prevent them from falling.
"You're practically Donna now, I'm proud of you Vera—you should be too," he persists.
"LUCAS I SAID SHUT UP!" I yell at him and the tears begin to flow freely.
Shit.
"You caught feelings didn't you?" Lucas laughs.
"No, I didn't," I scoff.
"Damn. You caught feelings for a Polibio! Your dad is gonna love this story," Lucas laughs.
"You're not telling him," I say sternly.
"I was just messing with you, I'm sorry for your loss though," he gives me a small, sad smile.
"I guess feelings aren't allowed in this line of work," I choke on a laugh.
"No, no they're not. Vera, please don't let this happen again—it's toxic. You're gonna lose yourself if you catch feelings again," he says in a really low voice.
"I think I already did. Mattia's gone because I killed him and I'm never getting him back," I'm sobbing again.
"Vera stop. Vera, this is toxic. Please, you're breaking my heart," Lucas pleads.
I ignore him.
"He died because of me. I killed him. I killed the only person I've ever loved," I continue.
"Vera..." Lucas tries to reason with me but I drown out his pleads and I absorb myself into my head.
3 months later... (haha it's not a big skip don't worry. you'll see why i did this)
"Vera, it's been three months... You need to forget about him..." Lucas begins to complain as I pull out a bottle of Scotch.
"Shut up," I grumble and I pour myself three fingers.
"You wanna be shit faced drunk or something?" Lucas asks irritated.
"Lucas, I swear to God I will shoot you if you don't shut up. I'm trying to get drunk as soon as possible—why are you even here?," I ask.
"We're interrupting a delivery to another gang tonight," Lucas says.
"Congratulations," I say in a sarcastic voice.
"No, Vera... It's the Polibios— we're interrupting their delivery," he says suddenly and I accidentally knock over my drink onto the tile.
"WHY DO YOU MENTION HIS NAME? HUH? YOU JUST LOVE TO SEE ME CRY DON'T YOU?" I yell at him.
"No, it's a very sensitive delivery and we need you there to monitor because this only happens once a year," Lucas explains.
"Can I kill more people?" I ask with a grin.
"Mamas, you can kill as many as you want—you're Donna," he smiles at me.
I pretend to gag, "Don't call me that name—I hate it," I reply and I grab a couple paper towels to clean the floor with.
"So, you're coming?" he asks almost buoyant.
"Yes, I'm coming—whoever is now leading isn't leaving without a fight. Mattia was supposed to lead and no one can take his spot," I say aggressively.
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toxic love | mattia polibio
Fanfictionvera luca is part of a rival gang and is under orders to seduce mattia polibio and kill him. what happens when she accidentally falls in love with him? a lot of drama, drugs and alcohol, teeny bit of smut, and sad girl hours. enjoyyy! edit: wrote th...