Love Costs

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Haileys pov
"Hailey" Isaac said grabbing my wrist turning me towards him "Isaac what the hell" "just hear me out and give me a chance to explain" "I can't" "why not" "because Isaac if I give you a chance I'm going to fall for whatever it is you say again and I'm only going to get hurt, again" "there is nothing to fall for. Everything I've ever said to you was true. This wasn't me you have to believe that. I wasn't using you for anything. What we had was real and I would never let anything ruin that. I swear I don't know how this happened and I'm trying to find out but I would never do this to you Hailey" "Isaac you have to stop. At this point I don't know what to believe and that's why I can't trust you. I know you told me everything everyone said about you wasn't true but this is exactly what I was worried about when they told me and now it's happening. I'm with Kyle and I'm happy and he cares about me" "okay, I'm sorry" "me too Isaac" I said before walking away.

More than anything I wanted to believe him but I just couldn't. There was too much evidence against it and last time I trusted my heart instead of my head, he hurt me.

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"Hey babe" I said going into Kyle's room "hey. How was school" "uh it was good, you" "good. Look I'm not gonna rush you or anything but it's been almost a month" he said. He was talking about sex, which we still haven't had. I wanted to really but every time I thought about it I couldn't "what do you want me to say" "when" "uh tonight" "tonight really" "yea" "okay" he said.

I knew he wanted it and we were dating so why not. Well I knew why not I just try not to think about it.

After his parents went to sleep we went upstairs and into his room locking the door behind us. Luckily they slept downstairs so I wouldn't have to be as quiet.

I kissed him before moving down to his neck as he unbuttoned my jeans. When I pulled away he pulled off my shirt then did the same to his. We were both in underwear, engulfed in a heated make out session as his hands explored my half naked body. He was hovering over me kissing down my chest and stomach before he took off my bra and then continued lower. He pulled my underwear off of my legs flinging them across the room.

"God you're so wet for me" he said when he touched down there then brought his fingers up to his lips and cleaned them. He pulled off his underwear revealing his hard on stroking himself a few times before he lined himself with me.

"Kyle stop" I said quickly as his tip hit my hole "what" "just stop" "why" he said as I pushed him back a little "I'm just not ready" "not ready for what we've had sex before and you're not a fucking virgin" "I know but I'm just not" I said putting my clothes back on "why won't you have sex with me Hailey" he said "I just can't right now" "why. Is it because of him" it was "Kyle no. It's about me there's no reason I just want to wait" "for how long we've been back together for a month" "I know" "fine I guess we'll just go to sleep then" he said pulling his underwear back on and getting in bed.

I couldn't sleep and when I looked over at him he was knocked out and Kyle was a heavy sleeper.
He was right though, I couldn't have sex with him because I missed Isaac. Not just sex with him but being with him, laughing with him, going places with him. In my heart I loved him but I couldn't be with him.
I liked Kyle before so eventually this would go back to how it was, or at least I hoped so.

Dixies pov
"Hello" someone said from downstairs before I got up. The only people here were me and Danielle but it was a mans voice.
"Nico" "oh Dixie is your brother here" "no he's gone. Everyone's gone really and Danielles in the guest house. Did you need something" "I was giving him something from my dad" he said lifting the bag in his hand a little "oh" "but I don't mind waiting" "uh sure you can but I'm not sure when he'll be back" "it's fine" "do you want anything" "I can get it" he said going to the kitchen as I sat on the couch.

He came back with a cup in his hand and sat by me. There were a billion other places to sit but I didn't think much of it. He sat the cup down putting his hand on my thigh as I jumped a little.
"What the hell are you doing" "Dixie are you a virgin" "yes" "so you've never been touched" "I mean I've never had sex" "so you've been fingered" "why are you asking me this. Can you leave" "answer the question" "no that's gross" "I just need to make sure so what's the answer" "make sure for what" "for how gentle I need to be" he said as his left hand went to my chest pushing me back and his right hand rested on my stomach as I gasped "look if Isaac or my dad finds out you did this they'll kill you. If you leave I won't say anything I'll just tell him you dropped something off" "daddy won't believe you" "please" "fine, next time" he said kissing me before he left, leaving the bag on the couch.

Haileys pov
"What do you mean you don't know, of course you know" Rory said "maybe I do" "you won't have sex with Kyle because you want Isaac. It's obvious that you're only dating Kyle to try to forget about Isaac but it's not working" "thats not true" "if you didn't like Isaac you would actually date someone not go back to your old boyfriend who literally treated you like shit" "he's changed" "I don't believe it and if you did you would've had slept with him a long time ago" "well it doesn't matter because Isaac and I aren't together" "you ever think you still have feelings because you believe him when he says he didn't do this. Maybe you're just scared of getting hurt" "and so what if I am. I think I'm entitled to be upset after that" "but not at Isaac. You don't even believe he did it. When you saw him that day why would he act so surprised if he knew what he did and if he really didn't care then why everyday since then has he been trying to figure out who did it and get you back" "I don't know" "just think about it".
"Hailey can I uh talk to you" Dixie said walking up to us "yea. Rory I'll catch up with you" I said before she walked away.

"What's up" "when you were with Isaac did guys hit on you" "yea. I mean most guys will hit on you even if you say you have a boyfriend" "and if I don't" "well yea. Dixie what are you asking" "I'm asking what Isaac did if someone hit on you" "uh it depended. Most of the time nothing but one time when we went to Rio some guy touched me and he almost drowned him" "oh then never mind" she said starting to turn away before I turned her back around "what happened Dixie" "uh yesterday when everyone was gone Nico came over looking for Isaac and he came onto me and he was saying things that made me really uncomfortable and I don't want Isaac to do anything that he'll regret" "what did he say" "uh he asked if I was a virgin and if I had been fingered" "did he touch you" "no but he kissed me" "you could stay away from him" "well I would but Isaac makes Nico and Henry watch me throughout the day to make sure nothing happens so I can't" "then you have to tell him. Talk to him first about why you don't want to tell him then tell him" "I know you're mad at him for this whole thing still but do you think you could maybe talk to him and tell him" "uh you really want me to" "please" "yea I will" "thank you Hailey" "yea" I said before she walked away and then I went to lunch.

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"Isaac hold on for a second" I said catching up to him after science "uh yea" "so remember when that guy hit on me in Rio" "okay. Did someone do something to you" "no it's not about me" "okay" "you have to be calm when I tell you" "we'll see" "okay so yesterday when Dixie was home alone Nico came to see you" "yea he dropped something off" he said as Kyle came up behind me "what the hell are you doing talking to her" he said "back the fuck off" Isaac said "Kyle just give us a second okay" I said before he glared at Isaac once again then walked a few steps away.
"Well he did but before he left she said he came on to her and was saying things that made her uncomfortable" "what things" "he asked if she was a virgin and he kissed her" "he kissed her yesterday" "yes. Listen she didn't want to tell you because she thinks you're going to kill him" "hell yea" "she doesn't want you to do that over this. She just wants you to tell him to leave her alone and not make her stay with him in school. Isaac don't hurt him" "fine I'll talk to him" "actually talk to him" "I'm not gonna kill him" "okay good. Are you okay" "yea" "okay bye then" I said walking towards Kyle.

"What was that" Kyle asked as we walked to the parking lot "nothing" "you're not gonna tell me" "no it didn't have anything to do with us or me. I just told him something that's all" "Hailey don't start this again" "what" "this bullshit with him. You're friends with the one guy you probably shouldn't be then next thing you know you're fucking him" "fuck off Kyle, I'm really not in the mood" "you're never in the mood for anything with me talking, sex but with him it all seems easy for you even after what he did" "if we're gonna work we can't go down this road again so either you trust me or you don't I'm going home" "fine" he said as I got in my car.