𝘾𝙊𝙈𝙋𝙄𝙇𝘼𝙏𝙄𝙊𝙉 𝙊𝙁 𝙎𝙃𝙊𝙍𝙏 𝙎𝙏𝙊𝙍𝙄𝙀𝙎

𝘼𝙇𝙊𝙉𝙀

ALONE

My mom died when I was five years old , then my dad found another woman.

While me? He abandoned me at church.

He said: Darah my daughter , wait for dad okay? I'll buy something for you.

But he never comeback.
I cried cause I want him , I want to be with my dad.

I ask myself: Is he don't want me?
Is he don't love me?

When I'm crying , there's a boy and girl give me some money.

But I said: I don't like that! I want my dad , only him.

Days passed but my dad didn't came back.

I saw again the boy and a girl.

Girl said: I'm Ezra and he's Zin my husband. Its already 4days but you're still here? Come with us.

I didn't say anything but I followed them.

Ezra and Zin adopted me.
They love me so much , Ezra give what I want or not.

But when I'm 15 , they died from car accident.

I feel so alone that time , but I don't stop studying.

When I'm at school , a boy talked to me.

"Hey there , I found that you don't have a friend? Can I?"

That boy didn't stop following me , he's to much talkative and also annoying.
But I found myself falling for him.

Months passed then Jhon confessed his feelings for me.

"Darah can I court you?"

I said yes.
Jhon and I are happy with each other.
We date twice a week , he sleep at my house and I also do the same but nothing happened to us.

He always kiss me at my forehead and he also give me flowers and chocolate every our monthsary.

5 days from now is our first anniversary.

But Jhon see another girl and its my cousin , Clare.
I know he like Clare and its fvckin' hurt.

Today is our anniversary.
I decided to go Jhon's condo but I feel nervous and scared.

I'm going to knock but his door is open , I opened it widely then I saw them kissing and he also rubbing her boobs.

Jhon and Clare cheating on me.
I walked to them and slap Jhon.

And said: I'm breaking up with you.

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Today is my 18th birthday.
I dont have anyone.
I lost my mom.
My dad abandoned me.
Ezra and Zin died.
Jhon cheated on me.

Fvck! Why is this happening to me? Am I a bad person in my past life? Is this my punishment from God?

But why me? I'm fvckin' hurt so much! I need someone to comfort me but no one there for me.

What am I going to do? I'm alone.