18 (Ason's intense thought)

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Jayson Rey Thompson

‘You’re so mean Claire Delos Santos!’in Ason’s mind after hearing her pretty feverish statement. Actually, it’s quite unusual on his part. A tough and fearless girl whom making a wrong confession about him. ‘Mali nga ba? O hindi ko lang matanggap sa sarili ko? Hay~ Damn you Claire! Why do you do that? Who are you telling me who really is?

Nevertheless, he watched Claire’s gloomy eyes, intensely. Sighing as his concise of inflamed suddenly vanished, momentarily. This girl beside him in a distant might have gain his unaccustomed feeling na walang kahirap-hirap. Her innocent beauty is a great plus to conquer his attention. Ang ipinagtataka niya sa sarili ay kung bakit sa simpleng ngiti at simpleng tingin lang nito sa kanya ay nawawala na siya sa sarili. Hindi niya mapigilan ang titigan ito ng matagal. Though, nakakabastos na ang paraan ng titig niya dito noon. Hindi niya pwedeng pigilan ang sariling hindi ito titigan.‘Silly me!’

He released a deep sigh as he continue swallowing alcoholic liquid. Isang bote ng alak na punong-puno ng laman. He makes a plenty shot of drink. He can’t stop drinking until he didn’t feel the coming hot within him. Gusto niya maging manhid. Gusto niyang alisin ang nakakakiliting imahinasyon pumapaloob sa buo niyang pagkatao habang tinitiningnan ang babaeng bumabago sa unusual niyang pag-iisip. Kahit pa-paano ay pinapamanhid ng alak ang lahat ng mga sakit at katotohanan na mayroon siya sa mundo.

“Asshhoon!”Claire’s voice started to tremble effected by the alcohol. Naalarma siya sa boses na ‘yun ni Claire. ‘Pambihira, ang bilis naman nitong malasing!’

Namumungay na mga mata nito nang tingnan niya. He shrugged as he decided to stood up approaching to her side.

“Lasing ka na ‘ata!”he said while sitting beside her. Suddenly mesmerized by the sensation keep haunting in his body while sitting beside her, almost close, almost near and he can feel her body beside him. Kinilabutan siya sa nararamdaman.

‘Damn you Ason! Kailan ka pa na-awkward ng ganito sa babae lang?’in his mind, keep fighting the strange feeling. He twitched his own noise.

“Eehh-khaw-bha? Ano bang tingin mo sakhheenn ‘nung una mho akhong makitahh? Bakhhiit ang samahhh mo makatingin sakhhheen nhhon? Huh?”Claire in a snorted tone, she seems obvious drank due to the alcohol. Samantalang kung iisipin, mas madami pa ang nainom niya sa babaing ito. However, her question capture his concentration.

‘Ano nga ba tingin ko sayo ‘nung una kitang nakita?’in his mind while gazing showing passionate to the fuckin perfect creature-girl in his front. ‘I really don’t know the answer Claire! But one thing is surely true. Because I like you! And I can’t keep myself but stare at you badly dahil gusto kita!’in his heart, full of overpowering emotion, full of love.

He was stocked in his position momentarily. After realizing that she is moving her own body pahiga sa dibdib niya. A girl who seems a weak of strength, lack of strength. Mukhang hinang-hina at gusto ng matulog. Her damn pretty face is covering something strange of sorrow, unhappiness and grief? Gusto niya malaman kung anong pinagdadaanan nito. Wala lang siyang lakas ng loob upang alamin iyon.

Why are you doing this to me Claire? Huh? Of all people na nakakasalamuha ko at nakakausap ko. Why you? Bakit sayo lang ako nagkaroon ng doubt at panghihina ng loob? For heavens good, why do I allow you doin this me?’in his mind. Sa totoo lang ay naibigay niya a while ago ang beer dito just because he wanted to be with her, matitigan at makausap ito. Sino bang lalaki ang hindi makakatiis dito? Tanga na ang lalaking hindi magsasabi na napakaganda nito.

Sunod-sunod na lunok ang pinakawalan niya while staring intensely at Claire’s lips. Her dry lips, he wanted it to get moist, badly, wickedly. ‘Ugh! Fuck this feeling!’

The heat and hot perceived temperature within him are slowly sinking his system in random motionless sensation. He could almost feel his body burning up in heat. Gusto niyang kontrolin ang sarili. Pero hindi. Hindi niya kayang pigilin ang sariling Temptation? Hay~ Ason! What is happening to you? Huh? Damn this feeling Claire!

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